Today marks six days of the semen retention challenge.
The consequences of relapsing after 29 days are here. You see these pimples? Can you hear my voice? All of a sudden I have a flu. I have a cold. Small, weak diseases are starting to take refuge in my body.
Why? Because the protective energy field that protects me, I threw that away for moments of pleasure. Now I have to deal with and live with the consequences.
But do not get me wrong. I am not giving up.
Whatever it is that is stopping me from walking this path, one way or the other, one of us has to give up. One of us needs to bow down to the other. It is either I accept that I am a certified born masturbator, or I am meant to walk this path of purity.
There is nothing and nobody I am not willing to sacrifice, just so that I can walk this path of purity. I will stop at nothing. I mean nothing. Just so that I can get to the places I am looking forward to.
And when that day comes, you will hear about it. Because all these relapses, all these falls, they are always going to have led to that particular moment.
Otherwise, why am I so adamant on walking this path?
Because I know deep down. I am meant.