I haven’t even gotten to grieve my dad. I took in my mom to keep her together. Having to keep my emotions in check at all times. My sister and I became company owners & CEO’s overnight. The only reason I’m making it & keeping my own head above water is because of My God. Jesus
Today my dad hugged me, said he loved me & cried. The first time I’ve seen him cry since he’s been sick & I had to hold it together with all my might
Having to tell my sister to prepare herself to see my dad was something I wasn’t prepared for.
God give me the strength to deny my flesh & not fear the things I cannot control 🙏🏼
When I get off the phone with my dad & he texts me that he is sorry that he spoke shortly cause he’s so fatigued from cancer treatment
Can’t handle that 🥹🥲