I realize that God’s protection often looks like disappointment at first. You thought you lost something, but God was really saving you from it. I’m so thankful for everything that didn’t go my way & every single thing that prepared me for where I am now.
I wanna marry into a functional family not just me & him in our own little world. I’m talking cookouts, game nights, holiday dinners, birthdays that actually mean something. I wanna go get breakfast with my mother-in-law, go shopping with his siblings, feel included fr. I don’t want it to just be “us” all the time, I want a family that’s really family oriented.
Btw in your 20’s and 30’s you’ll start rediscovering the niche interests and hobbies you had as a kid. It’s very important you revisit them. Your younger self was actually on to something