Coming back to SM is weird. I need to curate all my feeds again. I need my paranormal to match my music to match mom life and asshole cats and Supernatural again π
If you followed @Kayy_716, come back, I miss you!
It's so cold today, and this isn't even the coolest day we're getting this week.
While I work Monday through Friday, I think now more than ever I'm looking into additional revenues. I want the freedom to bedrot when it's icy cold and I feel like crap.
I have put off completely rebranding myself for years, because all of my socials had the same handle. With TT possibly vanishing, my old insta being cringe, and X being so damn spotty, I think it's time for a fresh start across all platforms!
That said, it's 12:30 in the morning and I still have laundry in the dryer and a pile i want to tackle. Do I stay up and clean or crash and clean in the morning ... Decisions decisions.
Not to mention, I've slayed my ass off all summer covering. I'm not apologizing for taking a day to let Bug have an extra hour outside or to clean my house. Tough ish if that makes me selfish.
I will never apologize for putting my family first. Today that meant taking a day to clean. I made progress in rooms that have been a mess for months. Yes, my vacation is less than a week away, but so is Bugs birthday. I need a clean house.
Sometimes, I really wish I could go back and tell 22 year old me to change everything. If I would've left after my daughter was born, my life would be considerably better and different.
Instead I stayed and watched my world fall apart over and over again.
Got out of work a half hour early, only to remember I'm going home to a quiet house because Bug is with her other grandma.
Which should excite me but instead, it makes me miss my bedtime snuggles. #momlife y'all.
I'm normally a pretty patient, understanding person. Until I watch you mop a floor with dirty water "because I'm not changing it" or half ass a task because of a bullshit excuse.
This is why I no longer manage. I'd send 90% of people home daily.
The fact that it's "normal" for cops, metal detectors and ASDs in even elementary schools should speak for itself about the state of this country. The fact that I am looking for bulletproof plates for my 8 yr olds backpack is even more crushing. This country sucks.