There is a whole generation of men out here who are absolutely exhausted from being the "transitional guy." They come into your life, absorb all the trauma your toxic ex left behind, provide stability, and love you gently. But because your brain is still addicted to chaos, you mistake his consistency for a lack of passion. You drain his peace to heal yourself, and then abandon him because there isn't enough "drama" to keep you entertained. Men are constantly being used as emotional handymen to fix damage they didn't cause, only to be discarded the second the foundation is stable. It is pure emotional vampirism.
Sometimes people need their space. They're not cutting you off. They just need time to fucking breathe and take care of themselves. That shit has nothing to do with you.
when i vent. I tell both sides. I never just tell my side cause I always wanna know if I'm tripping or not. I'm not venting for you to be on my side. I'm venting for another point of view.
i protect my peace because i'm lowkey evil as hell when i'm mad and i really don't like that side of me, so when i cut you off, when i walk away, or when i choose not to engage, please let me be....
I be feeling bad about being on bad terms with people I really love, I be wanting to reach out and fix shit but I just canโt do it anymore. People are constantly showing their true colors and i gotta respect it. Sometimes you just gotta wish them well & let them be.