Delayed grief is dangerous. You don’t cry. You’re numb and you move on like nothing significant happened. You keep suppressing everything until the day it finally escapes and when it does it's like a dam bursting, flooding your mind and heart, making it difficult to cope.
if I could stop crying once today I would find it in me to get the thought of being a bad mom out of my head. I think I’m just super emotional because he’s one day closer to 5 and I feel like time is running from me.
i hate when i get so overwhelmed with what’s going on around me i start unintentionally being mean. it’s my biggest ick about myself like calm down ms. attitude.