Forever Too Much

AuDHD, traumatized, and pissed.
We can't eat money, so we must EAT THE RICH! ACAB

[Forever Too Much @Kelilia]

@egoraptor @Zeph_163

[Forever Too Much @Kelilia]

I am making this post in hopes that it reaches @egoraptor because he needs to know about this great general https://t.co/A0yNuCIk5i

[Forever Too Much @Kelilia]

Hot take here: why are there so many dudes on tinder who specifically don't want to hookup under any circumstances? I thought tinder was the hookup app, why are you there?

[Al Jazeera English @AJEnglish]

Israel has intensified its operations in Gaza amidst a communication blackout.

The Palestinian Red Crescent says that there is no safe place in Gaza and asks the world to demand the 'fighting stops now.'

[Forever Too Much @Kelilia]

@Zeph_163 @TheBrutalNature A real fucking slob right there!

[Forever Too Much @Kelilia]

Mom and Grandma have birthdays 3 days apart. Now that I'm very low contact with both of them, I spent the last few days clenching, hoping no one would try to rope me into anything. They didn't try anything, and both received texts from me. I hate it, but it's what's best for me.

[Forever Too Much @Kelilia]

I got rid of another narcissist today. I quit my second job after only four months because the boss was such a monster. I'm already breathing deeper, and scratching less.

[Forever Too Much @Kelilia]

@Mr_Fish_Art Yes, extremely common. Executive dysfunction robs us of the ability to keep up with society and we typically feel intense shame about it. You're not alone.

[Forever Too Much @Kelilia]

showing me that he chooses me, in perpetuity, and in public. He's getting good at providing me with what I need to feel validated and full of love. He sends me out into the world more secure in his love than ever before. Thanks @Zeph_163

[Forever Too Much @Kelilia]

The dreams have improved significantly, in case anyone was wondering. My partner and I have been really connecting in ways that I've wanted for a long time, but never could seem to communicate exactly. He's really blossomed into a kind and loving person, who is getting good at

[Forever Too Much @Kelilia]

My autistic skill regression is in communication, which sucks a whole lot. I feel like I used to be really good at talking to people and I feel like I enjoyed casual banter. Did I ever actually enjoy taking to people, or did I do it because I felt like I had to for validation?

[Forever Too Much @Kelilia]

Do I need to give up wanting to be someone's priority, either because it's not in their wheelhouse or because it's not right to want to be a priority? Is that something your parents are supposed to do or teach you how to do for yourself?

[Forever Too Much @Kelilia]

I'm so tired of my dreams. My husband ignores me, doesn't want to spend time anywhere near me, but when I say I don't like it, I'm mocked by a whole bunch of ppl for it being my fault that I'm the worst partner. I'm so tired of my worst fears playing out all night long.

[Forever Too Much @Kelilia]

Ppl who don't want to use/abuse me to get their needs met? How do I let someone change for the better and not hold their past mistreatment against them? Did I marry someone who's never going to be able to give me what I'm looking for because that's what I learned at home?