Iβve been having a rough couple of days. Feeling like a failure in motherhood, in my home, and with myself. Iβm trying to find things that help me out of this funk π anyone wanna climb a mountain and scream? π
Iβm a mess tonight π I just put Sienna down for bed and tomorrow at 4am sheβs going to officially be 1.. my heart cannot handle my babies growing up π₯Ί
Iβm sitting in Lucietteβs room waiting for her to fall asleep and then it hits me.. my babies are growing up. And now Iβm crying quietly, missing the time where they would fall asleep in my arms. Now they fall asleep in their own beds.. π
My monthly visit from Mother Nature really messes me up dude. Iβm in SO much pain my legs feel numb. Like bruhhh I got two little ones depending on me but I can barely walk from the pain
*insert sarcasm * I love it when both the girls are sick & then I get sick too so now WEβRE all going through the thick of it together. Send help. Or send soup π π€·π½ββοΈ