what if all the times I thought was me dissociating were fake and I just "wake up" one day like in college or in another country not knowing wtf is going on. it kinda happened in late middle school so I'm legitematly worried lol
um srsly right back to where I was this time last year huh
it rly feels like neo-kafkaesque comedy of a world is using me as the main characters development through their embarrassing phase
TW DRUGS
it's kinda just hitting me that i hate myself on certain drugs and i hate everything abt said drug but those same drugs are the ones that allow me to function somewhat normally. not just the meth analogs either. no i will not elaborate
the only time u should call the cops on a kid are if they're in danger. the moment u name the kid the state can do what they want and the parents lose any control thye have to a fucked up healthcare system 2/2
TW!!!!! DRUGS SELF HARM AND SUICID
it's funny to think abt tho cuz when im dry and suddenly go cold turkey for a week or so, i feel fine( unless i have to work either of the first two of those days )
like seriously if someone is self aware enough to understand their problems and are open to help, the best thing to do is just ask what they need, past the bs "im ok". 1/2