"The Alchemist Who Has Achieved Illumination", a famous historical illustration found within the 18th-century alchemical manuscript known as the Clavis Artis.
“who gave birth to me? whose fault is it that I'm like this? It was yours that I've been paying for it. People out there avoid me, they're scared of me, and they mock me but my mother is the one who truly hates me and looks down on me….I’ve never asked for this life” —Big World
Imagine hearing “I’m going to make a song to step to about walls, but it’s also going to represent the vagina of a woman I’m sleeping with, who just so happens to be the baby mama of the dude in prison serving life for killing my friend in sing about me and I’m going to visit him in jail and let him know how much his girl now loves me” LOL he really was misusing his influence.
in your twenties you're going to experience a sudden shift in your parents behavior to be more kind and supportive towards you that for some unknown reason couldn't have come earlier despite their past behavior contributing to your deeply troubling mental issues they disregarded