You ever find old messages to an old good friend you had. Messages you both stated you’d never leave each other. Then somehow y’all ended up not close friends anymore😔. It wasn’t until I saw a missing persons post about that good friend. Now it’s too late to contact her.
I don’t understand what I did to deserve the life I have rn. I’ve done everything for others, try to help, be kind, patient. But for some reason I’m constantly shitted on. Not even on purpose. A lot has happened in my life just in the two years alone. A girl is tired.
But I keep going. I keep working to provide for my child, this move and for help to my family when it’s needed. I keep going cause my son deserves at least one strong parent. I keep going cause my dog deserves a well end of his life as well. Fuck my needs.