when a mf really fckn w you .. they calling you , they texting you goodmorning/goodnight , they checking on you 24/7 , they planning stuff , they asking what we doing not just what you doing , they showing you affection and giving you attention like they should, they making sure you straight everyday and I’m not talking just financially but mentally, physically etc..
I can’t wait to tell my story one day the trauma along going touch so many people but how I prevail after every situation is going be the take from it all I never had it easy and when I right my book that’s what it will be called
Thankful for growth cause years ago I was down bad on my ass but was still fucking on air bed that had a whole in it at someone else house with a infinity with blowed head gasket 😭
When you brought up on he supposed to treat you like a lady he supposed to take you out he supposed to protect you he supposed to buy you gifts he supposed to make you happy you really not going accept nothing else
Worse type of man boy I ever dated was one who saw how other men would cater to me and overly love me and he came around wanting me to treat him how other men was treating me omg I was dum asf for even putting myself in that situation biggest and dumbest mistake of my life
I was ask last month was I Happy With Life and my answer was I’m happy I’m not where I use to be life still difficult for me I don’t like a lot action I have to take but befor my sons live a childhood like I did I’ll do this shit all over again Twice