I finished college during the worst reason of my life. I’m really unstoppable. I cried every night for months, cried again and walked that stage so proudly. I’m not to be fucked with.
You can only heal yourself and grow if you’re alone and have time to think and be in your own thoughts. People avoid being alone because it holds them accountable to their own thoughts and growth. So they numb the pain with the next person. Be alone, let yourself feel it.
At this age I only have time for good company, money, good vibes and that’s all. I really have had a bad day like terrible mood in a long time. I have healed many parts of me being alone and genuinely alone.
Can someone fumble you and they notice late ? Yes absolutely. But that’s not your job for someone to notice your worth. Sometimes people really do change when it’s too late. People spend years with someone unhappy asking that person to change. Just move on.
People show their ass every single time. That’s why you gotta close chapters and go about your life. There’s nothing wrong with moving on from things/ people that no longer serve purpose in your life.
Experiences are a teacher on things you wouldn’t want done or would do again. However, you cannot buy MORALS. That is either in you or it’s not. People make mistakes what I can’t or wouldn’t forgive at this big age is a pattern.
Yes, I do believe people can change 100 percent. No one gets the same version of anyone. However, when you think of that person you’ll always remember the things they’ve done to you and no matter how much they’ve “changed” unfortunately you cannot alter your brain.
You should always always hold yourself at a higher standard. Stop letting someone from your past have access to you. It will never get better. People will play in your face until they can’t. Cut all ties love yourself fr.