Kien 💛

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[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

Seeing my mom use AI to make herself look skinner is literally my 13th reason.

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

When everyone else’s boyfriends stayed and were checking out a girl at an event we went to while the women got food, he walked with me and got food with me.

He is young. But he loves me more than I think he can comprehend.

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

While my entire family looked down on me for having a miscarriage, he held me for HOURS while I sobbed. He helped me through the weeks after not asking for much just to talk when I feel like talking and express what I want.

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

That was my ex.

He put together all my stuff from my divorce that I put under the stairs into a neat pile for me to go through when I want to.

He knows I have a blanket I sleep with nightly and makes sure it’s in my spot. Regardless of who gave it to me.

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

You know what’s crazy. My family looks down on my boyfriend for his age.

But he isn’t the one who threw out my shit without thinking how I’d react. Or hide important sentimental things because they hurt his feelings.

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

😍😍 he just looks soooo good all the time.

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

Good morning. ☺️☺️

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

Seeing my mom fawn over my sister in law being pregnant when I got literally the exact opposite reaction for any of my pregnancies fills me with such a rage.

I think it’s time to cut her off from me. For my mental health

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

I get to see my bestfriend today 🩷🩷

I love her smmmmm

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

@SableRaccoon_ I appreciate that so much 🩷🩷

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

Finding out literally 3 of my friends are pregnant and my sister while I’m grieving a miscarriage that happened 2 weeks ago is literally the biggest heartbreak of my life.

I’m so happy for them and excited for them, but I’m literally so upset it isn’t me.

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

@PureReluctance She literally is.

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

I think the biggest slap in the face about having a miscarriage is how unsupportive my mom was immediately following.

She tried to set me up with her friend, when I have a boyfriend.
Said my age gap with my boyfriend is not appropriate. (6 years)

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

But her friend is 10 years older than me
And has two kids. (I have 3 of my own)

She told me “well you won’t have to worry about a baby when you have two more kids to take care of”

Like that’s literally NOT THE POINT

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

I honestly didn’t think I would grieve this hard. I literally feel so depressed and so empty. It’s such a traumatic thing to happen to someone.

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

@WildDorkachu LOL I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THAT.

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

I love that we can be cute and stupid together 🩷🩷

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

@KingCorphish @RaidAway This was so beautifully executed and had me smiling. And I’m not even Rich. 🤣 as much as I’m not in the community anymore. I’m so glad to see the community come together to support one another in a time like this. 🩷

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

@Tony_Daddi 33 and driving his moms SUV has me screaming.

That’s so discord mod coded. 🤣

[Kien 💛 @KienYouNot]

Being hungover at work is a 0/10 feeling.

I went too hard at the bbq lol