like that intense day 2 pain you feel when you don’t realize what you put your body through just days before..
I sit here now, completely changed, wanting to free myself of everything that’s ever held me down and just run..
just run anywhere, just leave..
Telling myself I don’t miss you,
I just miss what it used to be.
Going through the records
Of our old life to burn my new house down.
Now I just feel like I went and pulled a tooth
Without any medication to ease.
I grew angsty from the pain
Tearing my own stitches out.
Where Do I Begin?
Where do I begin, when life has taken almost everything from us?
Our dreams stopped, our home is gone, and only responsibilities remain.
Every day I watch my parents work so hard just to keep us alive.
A leopard shark waiting to be released
The back muscles of a panther and the glint of light off their furs sheen
A new day I don’t know what to do with
If I gave you the world
Would you even believe
Would you think I was fake
Would you force me to leave
If I saved your heart
Would you thank me kindly
Would you blame me
And stab back blindly
If I painted your beauty
Would you swoon and sigh
Would you rip it to shreds
If I…