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Earper4Ever
32 yr old fujoshi,unseiso,Vtuber/manga lover,KamiOshi will always be๐ Doppio,๐ค S&M, ๐ฉตDD/lg, โค๏ธ Being A Light In the Darkness, ๐ค Adventure
I am a older otoku fujoshi, who loves beautiful animated beings that are all so different. A individual who fills there free time with anime, manga, graphic novels and anime story games. A girl with one foot in reality, one deep in fantasy.
I'm so lucky I get to live this life!
All consuming love. To give it all to trust someone love someone so deeply is a beautiful thing. I like to give it all everything because to me without complete trust begin able to give over control it's not worth it something isn't right.
It took me so many years to get this. Even with how smart I may be I never felt like it was a privilege to wake up keep going but time taught me. Ever moments precious ever new memory ever important person makes it truly worth continuing on. So it truly is a privilege.
Sub - Did I do good?
Dom - You did great today! My little heathen is becoming so well mannered
Sub - Do I get something special?๐ฅบ
Dom - What would you like lovely?
Sub - Choke me till I passout๐คค
Dom - With what?
Sub - YOUR BARE HANDS๐คช
Dom sighs ๐ซฉ
@Pupswelcome I may flinch mm beg you to hit me. I might challenge you just to see how far you'd go, how fucked up youd make me. I'm a bratty broken thing a pain slut 2.
Love with everything you got everything you are. Even those who don't deserve that deep love that flows from your very soul. Even when their backs turned or they walk away that love is ever weighing ever growing. Just watch who you give your pieces of soul to.
Thing is each happy memory comes with the bad each past experience mistake even if not our own constantly replays. Always trying to escape and most of the time not healthy ways. But don't give up Pisces the good out ways the bad and in the end you're strong beautiful & worth it.
5 of these I related to so deeply. It's a pain that controls one's life. The constant reassurance I must have, the fear of abandonment, the thoughts I am never loved, never feeling good enough I mean the list goes on. 10 years free but never free a constant battle with myself.
Victims of narcissists/coercive controllers/ psychopaths often self harm, suicide, resort to addictions, lose relationships, lose employment, lose their children & so much more. The level of destruction is almost impossible for someone who has not been targeted to understand๐๐
If this isn't the truth let's just say this #Pisces deals with this on the daily almost. I can't help it I got so much smarts but not a ounce of common sense. I just drew the defined short straw in life this is all. ๐
This is the most realest thing I've seen in a while. I always saw it as needing someone more attuned to certain emotions able to get angry fight hard but no it's this! I fix I mend I hold it all together but I'm left vulnerable which is why I always searched out these types.
Congratulations, youโre dead!๐
Announcing A Date with Death 2: REMNANTS, the sequel to A Date with Death.
Play as newly created Reaper 0213, get to know your teammates 5012 and 0204, and try to make sense of who you once were... and who you will become.
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Oh I ached deep reading this. Even now I feel I struggle suffocating those I cheerish with a love beyond what should be given or that's normal. I just can't help I either love you with it all everything or nothing. That I can't help but drown you in sickly sweetness.