Narcissists do not have the ability to self reflect. They cannot see anything wrong with what they do and they only see fault in your reaction. They believe every argument is caused by you, because to them, there was no problem with their actions until you reacted to them.
Trying to get over one dude, then here comes another dude. I really wish the universe will just ๐ฃ๏ธleave me the f alone so I can breathe dang๐คฆ๐ฝโโ๏ธ