How do I keep myself from checking my messages? I did this. Why am I waiting for you to text me? You don’t need me in your life, youre better off without me in it. I’m too much of a mess for anyone and I know it that’s why I did this but fuck man.
This is gonna be my depression/vent account now cause I’m a pile of shit and I’m deriving myself of all pleasure again. I don’t feel like I deserve it and now I have no one to talk to, because of me, so Twitter it is. I hate that I always do this but I don’t know how to stop.
I hate that I always do this
I hate that I isolate myself
I fucking hate myself
I don’t deserve to have anyone around anyway
I’m a horrible person and my dad was right that I’m a selfish piece of shit.
I should just go die.