I stopped buying blades because I thought I like quit cutting myself or whatever and I regret it now but I can't spend any money because I have a con coming up 😔
I literally can't stop going through phases of loving and hating myself, like for a month I'll think I'm ugly and disgusting and then I'm literally the hottest most beautiful woman in the world like idk
I'm actually crying I took a bunch of Benadryl last night and one of the only things I remember is being on the phone with my boyfriend and telling him about the 18lbs tungsten cube I had to hold in AP chem 😭?