You know what sucks, being neutral for so long then getting so happy and fluttery then just to go all crushed and shattered, sometimes I just wanna stay neutral so I don't get happy just to get sad later, sometimes I wish I didn't have to feel emotion at all, a hopeless romantic
goodnight messages , I just wish I didn't want love or to be a hopeless romantic, I know they say there is someone out there for everyone and you just have to be patient or when you aren't thinking about it they will find you etc. I'm ready I'm so ready please :(
I genuinely hate how attached I can get even after just a bit of flirting, I wanna scream, I wanna cry, I want to just hide under covers, ahh like late night calls and gaming and lewd stuff and idk like ahhhh I just genuinely hate how attached I get I love good morning messages
I like feeling needyyyy but then ahhh I wanna be close to someone I like foreplay so muchhhh like hand grinding ,thigh, between the cheeks , on lips on so much stuff and not even having to enter any hole teasing and foreplaying is so funny ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ตโ๐ซ๐ตโ๐ซ๐ตโ๐ซ
I hate talking, but I talk so much
I hate my smile, but I smile at everyone
I hate showing that I care, but I care so much
I hate my laugh, but I laugh at everything
I hate relationships, but yearn for them