Hiiiii justo ignore this, I'm not doing well psychologically and might make people uncomfortable.
Let's say this is a kind of catharsis.
I'm depressed x
SHE BLOCKED ME. SHE REALLY DID. I'M GOING CRAZY
Be without her? Ha, I can't, I DON'T want to, no. She is MY best friend, why does she hate me? I DIDN'T DO IT, I DIDN'T SAY NOTHING.
I WON'T BE WITHOUT HER. I don't want..
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The medications don't work. They'll probably increase my dose again.Maybe another medication on top of the ones I'm already on. I hate this, even though I just feel tired.
I care less and less.
I'm quite aware that my mental state might not be good, it's weird
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She just doesn't answer me, so I'll wait. If I talk to her and she's still my friend, I guess I'll be okay. But if she doesn't want to be my friend again, I guess I'll be worse off. Dependency is weird.
She hates me. She thinks it was me. If she stops being my friend, I won't be able to go on; I don't want to lose her. There's no point in continuing if she doesn't like me.
I'm really becoming more and more convinced that I should try to commit suicide.
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