Kolaiah Nelson

I hate humans but I love getting to know good people. Be nice to your cashier. k thanks

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

I am not catching feelings again. I have poor hand-eye coordination. I am DODGING that shit and RUNNING.
Don’t @ me.

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

@hookhorror Um. No. Not allowed.

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

Having no one to talk to atm about the Hilary Duff concert and how cute I looked besides the internet is a hard part about missing my ex.

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

A. Catcalling is gross but B. If you’re cat calling one girl, do it for her friend too
K thanks

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

Apparently, the Facebook algorithm thinks I’m healing because I’m getting more cat videos again 😂

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

Doing the same attachment assessment 3 years later and being validated in my assumption that I flew from anxious to fearful is a mixed reaction. Cause motherfucker. Relationships really made me go from one side of problematic to dead center and no closer to secure.

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

*screams to the void all my thoughts no one cares about but me*

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

Married men: lemme just slide into Kolaiah’s DMs and begin a “let’s see where things go”

I cannot stand people, man. I’m so tired.

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

Told my psychiatrist today that I’m worried I went from anxious attachment to sudden avoidant. Her response is I’ve gone through a traumatic situation and if that’s what I need rn it’s okay. Just to keep pushing for secure and it will come in time.

[KIRA 🤍 @Iamkrebkira]

Knew relationships weren’t for me when I realized clingy people bring out my avoidant side and avoidant people bring out my clingy side.

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

Me replying to an old fling that did me dirty commenting on my story:

Was I like your best experience in the past or are you still just that desperate? I still haven’t lowered my standards enough to even consider you again.

I’m tired of shitty men, man.

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

Knowing as much as I do now about mental health and diagnoses, I feel like all my posts that “weren’t screaming for somebody to care/help” (let’s be honest they were) over the years really make a TON of sense.

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

I will not begin posting constantly for the hit of dopamine… I will not begin posting constantly for the hit of dopamine… I will not begin posting…
Well shit. Hi. 👋🏻

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

@dexcom I wish I could un-update my app. Why am I getting 6+ notifications within an HOUR that I acknowledged that my blood sugars are over 200? Why can I not watch a video or listen to music without it being interrupted by the notification? Why can’t I silence with vibration??

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

Are you gonna fix this, @netflix? Standing still at 25% ain’t it. To be thrown to, “Checking network connection…” knowing my internet is doing just fine.

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

Kicking it off right!
Bachelorrette weekend!!!

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

While in a medical facility, just had a man say, “seriously, my religion don’t condone it.” when asked to put on his mask.
Bruh, what religion? 😭 it’s literally only for the time of your appointment.

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

I recently went to a new psychologist.
This human told me that even if I do have ADHD, I likely wouldn’t receive help (meds) because I’ve still excelled so much.
Like, bitch? You just met me and have no idea of the shit I’ve been through. And because I got good grades, I’m 💯?

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

Lmfaaaooooooo
I’ve done it 3 times in almost a year now. 😂😂😂🙃

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

How do people break up and get back together? I don’t know if I’d want to or not, I just don’t understand.

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

What even is the point of being alive?
Working, sleep, and rollercoaster joy and sadness?
I hate this existence we’ve created.

[Kolaiah Nelson @Klaya827]

Me: lays down to sleep.
*20 minutes later*
Diabetes: I think, not tonight.