I won't end this year pretending everything was fine. I lost a piece of myself this year that I will never get back, and I'm not forcing a smile as if it didn't change me. So no, I won't be saying “2026 is going to be my year”. I'll be praying that I recover next year, that my heart never has to break like this again, that I never have to survive something like this again. I'll be hoping for peace. Real peace, the kind that lets me breathe without fighting for it. I deserve a year that doesn't hurt.
Dua for unmarried.
Allahumma inni auzubika min hubbi bila zawaji wa audhu bika min zawaji bila hubb
“O Allah I seek refuge in You from love which doesn't lead to marriage.
And I seek refuge in You from marriage with no love.”
DON’T JOKE WITH THIS DUA: Ya Allah, if my delays r due to evil eyes, envy, jealousy or just unseen barriers please kindly remove them. You’re Al-Fattah the opener of all doors & you never delay our duas without a reason & you DON’T deny without replacing it with something better.
Cardi B said, ‘I cried for 300 days last year and nobody checked on me.’
And that hit home. Because this past year, I cried more than I ever have in my life. Silent tears, heavy tears, tears nobody saw but God. I carried heartbreak, loneliness, and the weight of trying to hold everything together on my own but managed to get through it.😮💨yes over it bit ill never forget it even a apology/closure wouldn’t fix what had been done but i didnt get that..
NEVA AGAIN‼️