@BailenJack I get this. It gets better and better. Hindsight is 20/20 but sometimes it just takes time, even though in the moment it feels like it’ll never go away.
Proud of you for sticking through it.
Or why characters like Garfiel and Petra were relatable to me.
Or why I hated characters like Frederica. How could you not feel guilt for ignoring your brother?
I live and breathe guilt everyday. At a point, it was just normal.
Without it, well, I don’t think I can
I guess that’s why I liked rezero. Why I loved Subaru.
Whenever Subaru felt guilt, and how lonely he felt. And how he couldn’t tell a soul.
I couldn’t help but relate. Because how do you tell people you only survive because you felt guilt.
I thought my guilt went away. But it was always there.
Guilt over everything. Over just existing. It was all encompassing. And it still is. Even though I love myself beyond all compare, the guilt remains. Because that’s all I had.
I thought I could be like him. But I can’t.
Like I guess that’s why I admired spider man growing up.
Even though everyone said spider man’s life was awful. He was like me.
Even though he was guilty, he still got up everyday and did good
One of the most intelligent characters in Re: Zero despite her aggressiveness. She is neither good nor bad. She only goes for the ending she wants. Her life is a gamble that she chose for herself and she never loses even in front of fate itself. Which is why she's so interesting.