Realist, Goofball, Gamer, Writer, Wannabe Chocobo.
Trying to be social? :D
Enjoying the little things.
"To make someone happy is a service to the world."
Huh, I might try another multiplayer game soon.
I'd love to find another player for FlyFF but I also have access to Helldivers 2, Warframe, Palworld, Monster Hunter.
I just don't have anyone to game with these days.
@Beakiebee Nah, for real, as a Khajit I'm trying the DIPLOMACY route in a vain attempt not to have to throw down with those fuckers.
I love big cats IRL and would LOVE to own a Black Panther... but I also know there's a very thin line between "cute" and "now I'm its lunch".
@nekowochii Having been with one myself... yeah, I'm surprised I wasn't subjected to taxidermy.
The hopeless romantic in me was thrilled someone cared that much... every other part of me was like "Oh, cool, so this is how I die... head mounted over a fireplace." LOL
"Show Me What You've Got"
I believe people hide too much about themselves when it comes down to it. A lot of things are said in "public forums" for shock and awe... that inane clout that never lasts.
Being honest wins me no hearts... but I am happier for it.
#poetry
A part of my brain likes to go "You should write and enjoy spicier things. You're an adult."
That is followed by an immediate feeling of my face getting hot and I'm reminded of just how shy I truly am.
What this tells me is that I would fold under ZERO pressure if applied.
"Yearnings of the Heart"
Love is... a touchy subject for me. Hell, truly, I just miss being close to someone... special to someone. That's all it is.
I lost the love of my life... huh... thirteen years ago now? It's become harder to remember as memories get deleted.
#poetry
@nekowochii RIGHT? Like, dawg, I could give ya a list a mile long of things we "Americans" are more than justified to be laughed at about:
Anything but the metric system, "but mah guns", anything here in my neck of the woods (the south), but ya choose the thing we're actively dying over?π€£
Small rant post but why can't I have a normal metabolism? Yes, I realize there are people who wish they could burn through calories like I do... but it also has an issue in that it costs a small fortune to eat what I need.
Also, no breakfast means I've been sick all day.
@issarowen Thank you.
All-in-all, I just wanted to thank him for being my guiding light through all these tumultuous years. He reminds me that there can be (and are) good people still left in this world.
I don't know if I should post this... but it's been on my mind to do this for seventeen long years.
In this archive or writing I have... I want this to be out there. Why? I don't know.
All I know is I'm crying and it's been many years since I last did this... I'm sorry.