@mepulot@_brinxinx Thank you, thanks to the support of my love ones im now aware that my grandmother would never want to feel the pain i was feeling when she first passed
@NFC_Announce@_brinxinx Right, Cancer killing my grandmother after i put everything into taking care of her, me spiraling and feeling as though i couldnt go on again, thats just hilarious.
@67eddygrr@_brinxinx You are actually horrible if you get amusement out of someones response to me contemplating suicide was pretending to be my grandmother who died of cancer just 2 weeks before this message
@PlsFind@_brinxinx I lived with my grandmother and took care of her throughout her cancer treatment, when she passed i never felt so worthless. I was contemplating suicide in this message and for a moment I felt all her love once again just to be reminded id never feel it again.
Being a high functioning stoner is WILD because I’m not trying to “escape reality” - I simply want to soften the sharp edges of existing inside a brain that never stops fucking thinking