I'm alive, but I'm struggling with my health. Doctors don't know what's wrong with me. I keep getting worse. At this point, I'm trying Mayo & Cleveland clinic.
I plan to come back to streaming one day, but I can't do much right now.
#LetsThrowMarshmallows
I was able to go for a walk yesterday. Like, a full mile!!!
I'm still experiencing weird symptoms after starting the supplement, but it's supposedly will get better in a week.
Right now I have insane heat intolerance, and my room gets to 80 when I stream. Soon tm.
Sorry for disappearing off the face of the internet. I don't like to post or scroll when I feel menhera.
My sensitivity has dramatically decreased the past few days. I started yet another supplement that I had been putting off due to cost, but unfortunately it's worth it.
@LobotomyBunny I'm so sorry. I can't believe people are scummy enough to do that. If you ever want to try again, @Nombrao made mine and had amazing communication. He updated so often I felt bad about how little I communicate during comms 😆
I can't recommend him enough.
My doctor says I don't meet the criteria for oxygen
I'm at a loss. This sucks. I don't even know what the next steps are.
I'm sorry my messages have been negative lately. I'm just genuinely scared.
That menhera bitch is squatting in my head
I can't go outside. I can't open the windows. I can't hang out with others. I'm really struggling. I'm trying to focus on what I can do, but that list is dwindling.
I'm alive and kicking, but I need today to focus on my mental health.
I had another major anaphylactic reaction on Saturday night. I need to spend time with friends and my plants.
I think I'll be out of butthole depression tomorrow. I'm sitting by windows to get vitamin D.
So! Good news is that I had a friend come over and they thoroughly cleaned my desk. I'll be able to stream again with no issue. I triple checked!
But I had maintenance people come, and one of them allergized me real bad so I'm super tired. I need to nap before working tonight.
Nevermind... There is an allergen at my desk. I'm not sure what it is. i tried cleaning but i'm too far gone to stream. I'll work on it tonight. Tomorrow is alwayus another day.
Thank you for coming out to the space... It was actually really fun. I was worried I was going to cringe too hard to do it, but I'll definitely sneak them in every now and then when my health won't let me stream. 🩷
@robertb97765358 Yeah! I can't believe it! My life changed because my buddies that love lifting weights kept raving about it. Everything is finally coming together.
@robertb97765358 Yesterday I seriously had SOOO much energy. I wanted to cry from happiness 😆
I have a path forward to get there. I haven't had that in so long.
Thank you again for sending all those articles. I wouldn't have known about histamine in food otherwise! 🥰
@robertb97765358 That's such a good phrase. Honestly I do agree with the sentiment. A lot of my symptoms still fit under my initial large diagnosis. But the anaphylactic reactions definitely didn't.
On the bright side, I think I'll be able to start feeling better than I was a kid!!