I am so tired of this but here we go again
“never been diagnosed”
Here is a convo between she and her mom where she acknowledges her diagnoses. I also attended numerous meetings with she and her doctors throughout the relationship.
for reference regarding her history prior to me:
The other screen shot is a convo between myself and her mom when she was upset that Journey wanted to move out of her mom’s house. At that point I had been used as a tactical pony for her to fight with her mom (honestly
I never understood and still don’t). She dictates that her siblings are “traumatized by her” from things she did in the past and that this is not the first time it’s happened.
The text reads “…My two younger kids are traumatized by the past with Journ. I know Journ can get physical. She has with me. She has with Alia several times and with her father. The police pressed charges due to other altercations Journ has had with the police. This isn't the first time. I love Journ and have done everything I can to help her. She has to take some responsibility for her own actions and not always blame others”.
She has a clear history of this
Honesty reading all of this again is bringing back a ton of traumatic feelings and I’ve been sobbing all morning. I really never wanted to share these kinds of things but I feel like I’m given no choice considering the mal intent
Every single time I make a leap forward in my life she decides it’s the right time to try to fabricate things. Isn’t that oddly convenient?
1st time she did this on twitter was 1 week after our NYE event
2nd time was 1 week after we announced fear factory
3rd time was 1 day after our big merch drop
Somehow I escaped an abusive relationship and I’m still feeling the abuse a year later
I hope she gets the help she needs. I really really do. This is by far the saddest thing I have ever witnessed in my entire life and I don’t know how long it will take me to recover from this. I wasn’t perfect but I tried my best to help her. I tried really hard every single day.
Also - here’s the copy of the protective order the State automatically awarded me when the assault occurred. She claimed I had to “register” to a domestic violence list (lol) - which I didn’t. This is the same document - a simple PO that are given when there are concerns prior to a court date. More lies from her. How silly
I shared my story on Facebook a long time ago in the most respectful way that I could imagine. I kept her name out of it and didn’t share gory specifics. Since she persists, below is the entire story of how Journey abused me over the course of a year and assaulted me that night
Thank you 🫶 from what I’ve read and from doctors that I’ve talked to, BPD tends to get worse in relationships. At its core it’s a great fear of abaondment and loss and is typically rooted in trauma
Small things - all things could be a prospect for triggers depending on where the trauma stems from
TLDR: My ex (Journey) has severe BPD, went into psychosis, attacked me, stalked me, trespassed my friends home, stole all of my personal identification documents, and went to jail. This is her 3rd time trying to cancel me (everytime after I make a notable step forward in my life)