Cosmic Conch

Concepts Conceived By Calcium

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

I know what it is to be a muse & being amused.This is your lasting invitation to build upon any home of words I share, this is living...

[Organic DMT @KnowledgeFountN]

Things fall apart to fall in place.

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

I learned an amazing lesson.

If they touch (you know wtf im saying) you
Leave

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

Im never turning back- and they can have those friends- I have many people who turned away from me and I never knew why....I did...they told me
...and I explained it away...

I'm not made for war....I don't want to fight
And I don't want to defend the bullshit I experienced

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

If your family- friends- and loved ones hear the phone calls and see the power control around cars and property and you can't fuxking hide it and your hiding it and your trying to fuxking explain it away like it's not fuxked up and your at the mercy of it

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

I'm done feeding something that will eat me whole and pitty that I was too weak to be anything else

And I'm silent everywhere but here- because I know everything's being manipulated

I shouldn't have joined that friend group- they have their bonds and they know it

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

And you still need your care-

After all that you still need compassion and love...

I cannot be both the soul receiving punishment and the God bestowing gifts

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

Do you want to know why I stopped writing
Stopped creating stopped expressing
How would you feel of every medium everywhere everytime you tried to write theyd be there- using it later- never listening never hearing the metaphors were to cope no I was attacking with words

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

But how am I attacking with words if I haven't said them
if I shout them to the void
to avoid the beatings
and lash outs and
degradation but i recieve them any way.......

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

We put ourselves in bad situations for love and our partners

And we can take ourselves out
And unbound ourselves from hurt

We didn't deserve it
Hair pulled- black eyes- glass shards- threats- control- for what?

For what?

Was it kinky afterwards?
Did you enjoy control?
Fuxk u

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

I could look another in the eyes...

And I wouldn't want their love
I wouldn't want their hate
I'd want that moment
And know this is before any of that
I wouldn't try to figure out
where I was or how we always got here

I'd look another in the eyes
And it wouldn't be the same

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

1.
For a open snack bar thrown away to Floridian Flare
You'd be surprise how many in a holler would know the same lucid
But if you let her taste that power klink
You might not make the night through it

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

This space....a place where my words arent given a damn by people that should have given a damn
An audience for whome I don't nearly give a damn
But I'll show you how I let these things damn me
Mmmmmmmmm

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

I find myself speaking poetry in my head
I realize it's not the muse but the audience that I'm talking to

[Organic DMT @KnowledgeFountN]

a short movie.
https://t.co/xIs6y3by2g

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

3 hour solo mushroom hunt with a packed lunch....only to be totally enamored by the forest floor

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

Tobacco drying.....while I https://t.co/BKRQ1SpexP a truck and trailer crashed into our front lawn seconds before I was going to mow it.......sometimes I know that in my other lifetimes....I didn't make it like I did today.

Many lifetimes
One soul
Stay strong

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

@ManifestinMyOwn We getting this soggy tear soaked bread damn right fam!!!!

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

Let's post something cool....here's the start...all organic inputs- worms- autoflower seeds I made myself- with help from the community. Day1

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

4 of 100 kale.plants im.doing a breeding project with, the https://t.co/PV7kiu4UeD a cold hardy. Winter persistent, and edible during all stages of life.

The grex seed pack I got that spawned these had variegated parents so im.hoping to one day find those same phenos

[Cosmic Conch @Kumar1L1L]

Two months go by and the positive progression is insane....although the pain comes from working overtime non stop, for months.....
The garden is planted, projects are rolling...