@PSeafoam IYou could have made some lucky guy out there happier than you ever thought possible, and you could have experienced something truly fulfilling. You chose to go for the easy road but the payoff is cheap in comparison, and the cost is much higher
@PSeafoam π«€ that feeling of gratification, the attention it gets you... It doesn't last long and it doesn't leave a lasting sense of fulfillment either, then after a while you're just surrounded by a bunch of choices that you can't take back. I hope you can maintain that energy.