@LetemburnED at that point it might be worth considering professional help dude. i know its never a good time but your life wont improve until you decide its bad enough to make changes. good luck on your quest!
@Tessmonk i miss the snow. i got to see some a little bit last year but it had been like 5 or 6 years before that. it snows like once a decade in my area and it melts by 2 pm.