i still love you. i shouldn't but its true. i know i keep coming back to you and you'd wish i'd stop but it's hard. it's hard to know that deep down i still would do anything for you.
i still know so much about you. i still would love to have a future with you. things didn't work out and i need to learn to move on, but i keep thinking. maybe. maybe if we tried again it would work we would be two kids in love again.
but is that maybe worth the risk of me hurting you again? i'm not a good girlfriend and hell, maybe i'll never be. but that doesn't stop me from loving you just as much. when we were together people would hate me for loving you and maybe it got to my head. maybe i tried to pretend i didn't love you to fit in.
i wish i hadn't ended things. i wish that i still had you. there are days i find myself earning to text you. whether it's to cry to you or to tell you how crazy my life is. sometimes i stare at your contact hoping i'd have the guts to call you.
and when i do i hang up because i know that hearing your voice will make my insides tremble. it used to my insides warm and happy. i miss your texts. knowing it was going to be a great day when i saw your good-mornings, and sleeping well when i read your goodnights. it's over now.
but i enjoyed every part of it. i love you so much
my vtuber lore is she's a 1000 years old elf bard and the spirits of her dead pomeranians are in her earrings and the little creature she holds is called a lilypad and she consumes it whenever she's hungry because they regenerate and the consistency is kinda like mochi
if they wanna talk, they will. if they wanna be with you, they will. if they wanna make things work, they will. don't let things be one sided. it's not healthy and it's not fair to you.
Just a friendly reminder. Train yourself not to become too emotionally attached to anyone because when they stop communicating or stop talking to you, you might not recover from it. Remember, people wake up with different feelings everyday. Thatโs why itโs important to stay grounded and not rely too much on anyone for your happiness. Protect your peace.
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