I was told it would be best to speak up about my experience about pathing from others so!
I originally met him back in the beginning of march while he was streaming and shortly we developed a friendship after that. Within a week of playing I never really talked cause I was quite shy due to prior experiences and I limited the people i was speaking with so it was quite literally just him. He had a lot of moments where he would flip flop between hot & cold with me around this time. during one game with running head on he full blown screamed at me for being dogshit and jumping out early and just full on belittling me then apologizing for it a few days later after I went silent and this just persisted until I showed him my face/started speaking.
At this point when I finally started talking pathing felt more comfortable to hit on me and tell me things such as "Well I think you have a very cute voice" which I brushed over and didn't really pay any mind of. It was when I sent him an old tiktok story I had posted of myself was when he got super weird in our calls. He began making comments such as "Keep bouncing on it you're so tight dont stop im so close" "How does it feel to have my 9 inches down your throat" "Do you feel every vein pulsating in your throat" and would keep describing in DETAIL his genitals to me on a regular basis. I will include a clip i have of him doing this at one moment but my mic at the time was so shitty so the audio for my mic is super quiet but its still somewhat bearable to hear I didn't do anything suggestive to prompt him to keep going.
He also felt the need to share with me how the only woman he's ever dated were Asian women since he was deployed as I myself am Vietnamese he also stated its because Asian women are just so much nicer than others which instantly raised my alarms of he might be Fetishizing me if he has an Asian fetish then.
I do somewhat blame myself for not having a backbone and setting proper boundaries and letting him keep doing it but that was the only friend I had in the online circle at the time since im still pretty awkward when it comes to interactions.
As this keeps going on for about another week pathing & I run into @canatopher one random night and we randomly just all become friends and this is when things get worse. A few days later Topher asks me If i would like to play and at the time I wanted pathing to be there since I was always with him. When Topher joined us instantly he was greeted with hearing pathing making the same sexual comments towards me about his genitals along with self harm jokes. I felt so bad and I wished I apologized to him when it first happened but thankfully he ignored it and still wanted to hang out with me.
As Topher kept joining us more and more pathing became more and more distant and I guess you can say jealous? He would leave much more sooner than usual and would eventually fall quiet in the group call and I would always check up on him to make sure he was ok since he was around me first. But he kept reassuring me he was fine. But towards the end of the bloodmoon event when this was all happening we would make jokes about the perk slippery meat which is where my fucking mistake began cause I opened the flood gates for all of this by doing so.
He felt the need to dm me and say "I hope you didn't dream to much about my meat in your mouth I know its your favorite" I regret enabling the behavior by joking back with it but I did. I will attach a screenshot log of this convo below so you can see at one point he got way to fucking intense for me so I had to switch topics.
After this whole ordeal we just grew increasingly distant as I was slowly realizing I didn't deserve to be treated like this after confiding in Topher who was waiting for me to speak about it since he was curious himself but he didn't want to pry on my business and he basically helped me understand I don't owe him an explanation for why im ending the friendship either as I would just enable him to apologize again for treating me like shit like he did other times no matter how much I wanted to support him.
Below is a chain of the many apologies he would give me every time he would lash out on me + just a moment of me genuinely wanting to support him as a creator.
"I don't know if there's anyone else who could have won this race that would've been a better tribute to Kyle Busch than Daniel Suarez." - Doug Rice
Daniel looks at Busch's legacy in a special way:
"For Kyle to give a hand to a kid coming from Mexico that can barely speak English, that should tell you who he is as a person."
"He wasn't looking for anything in exchange."
📻Listen to Daniel's full conversation on Fast Talk: https://t.co/66dErlCJUl
Hello everyone,
I hope you’re all doing well.
I just wanted to clarify what happened over the past few days, because I understand that it may have caused a lot of confusion.
On May 21st, after 4 PM, I started having pain in my belly area. Later in the evening, the pain became uncontrollable, and it was impossible to do anything. I went to the hospital with Berke and Ivo and stayed there the whole night so the doctors could understand what exactly was going on.
After the tests, the doctors allowed me to go back home at 3 AM, but they asked me to return at 7 AM because they were concerned about appendicitis.
When I arrived at 7 AM, they did another blood test and some other checks, and then confirmed that I needed surgery right away. Within 2-3 hours, I was already in the hospital after the surgery. Everything went pretty well, and I am feeling much better now, but I am still recovering.
Yesterday, after they let me leave the hospital at 12 PM, I went straight to the office to be there during the match. At that time, I still wasnt sure whether I would play or not. I was still in shock from everything that had happened in the previous 24 hours.
I was lying down in the office until 4 PM, and then I realized that I felt like I had enough energy to play the game. I didn’t know how it would end up, but I thought it would be good if I will be on the server.
Unfortunately, we lost 0–2 and didn’t manage to qualify for EWC this year again. I am sorry to all the fans for our results this year. We will come back stronger in Stage 2.
As for myself, I think I’m getting better every day. I will just be resting in bed for the next few days. 😅
Big thanks to @LohaN_vlr for being there that night, and to @berkemol_ for staying with me throughout the whole process. It would have been really difficult to go through that situation alone.
Brexton, at 11 years old, honoring his late father while staying strong for his grieving mother is something I’ll never forget seeing. Your dad is so proud of you. 💔
We are saddened and heartbroken to share the news of the passing of Kyle Busch, a two-time Cup champion and one of our sport's greatest and fiercest drivers. He was 41 years old.
We extend our deepest condolences to the Busch family, Richard Childress Racing and the entire motorsports community.