actually your community IS coming to save you, people are going to show up for you, love is going to find you, strangers are going to be like angels, the world conspires for your highest good
@_SydneyTatum_ takes time babe, i still miss my soul puppy more than anything in the world and it’s been almost 4 years. we grieve so hard because we loved them so much, here for you always queen <3
it feels like it was all a fever dream and none of it was real and i think that’s what confuses me the most like i don’t want to go back. i feel so icky about begging. i feel so icky about not letting things go easily. i feel so icky not having self respect. i wanna wash my brain
sometimes its really hard to not b angry. at myself. at the way the cards played out. i invited so much more grief into my life bc i didnt know how to be alone and had to get involved with someone right after my sister died. it’s hard to try and pretend im not still confused lol