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[Banks @Banks]

Imposter syndrome perfectly sums up how I feel this morning. I’ve felt in no way, shape or form deserving of Sketches praise or anybody else’s for that matter. Me & the other FaZe boys did exactly what I would hope any other halfway decent person would.

The “hero” comments and “you saved his life” shit is mildly uncomfortable to read/ hear. Idky. I’m just speaking candidly off the cuff. Nowhere else to really put these thoughts. Just processing this shit.

Today was a big reminder of why I bounced off this whack internet shit in the first place. It isn’t reality, people are so disconnected and so eager for approval and likes that they get so wrapped up in this game that they dehumanize an actual human. Push someone so hard that they really consider taking their own life.

Really insane being behind the scenes and so close to all of it. Homie was so sad, I’ve never seen sadness like that. Everyone in that same room saw it too. I just thank fucking god he’s chillen, safe, feeling even a little bit better.

It could’ve been a much darker day yesterday and I just thank god it went the other way. Lessons in that.

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@stephenasmith check yourself into a nursing home, analyze your fellow roommates, and then give a report on their stats. Hours slept, steps, meals, etc…. Maybe people will actually enjoy listening to you, by people I mean your roommates…. You know the nursing home folks.

[SportsCenter @SportsCenter]

JOHN COLLINS MY GOODNESS

(via @HawksOnBally)

[meghan @_meghanjoy_]

release me from this dystopian hell

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

Diamon’s in the rough goes 10x’s harder than @kanyewest’s Donda album

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@kanyewest diamonds in the rough goes harder than your whole album.

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@davidrayiii 100% chipotle bbq

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@DJPaulyD can you please come to Texas?!

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@Archiee_6 Not true pal

[Alec @Cassaboom_14]

People who think All-American was a good show need to reevaluate their entire life all the way back to birth and reflect on where they went wrong in life

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@beerbuddy_app shows you which friends are the alcoholics

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@NICKMERCS I’m curious how you feel about this lol

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@NICKMERCS little baseball golf

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@PostCalderon22 @davidrayiii Facts

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@PostCalderon22 @davidrayiii Nuts out, guts out. Imma cut mine to about the bottom of my ass cheeks

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@PostCalderon22 @davidrayiii Don’t be a hypocrite son. Let’s get it

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@PostCalderon22 @davidrayiii Sheeeee you right. Getting my Levi’s this weekend

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@PostCalderon22 @davidrayiii Well sir, I don’t need my pecker and balls to be smaller than they already are. That’s what’s holding me back

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@PostCalderon22 @davidrayiii Well it’s currently 29 degrees. So nows not a good time. Circle back to me in a month or so

[J⚪️®D⚪️ @LAXX_13]

@PostCalderon22 @davidrayiii Jean jorts, boots and cutoffs??