LDR Girlfriend

I nurse. I read. I run (jog). I love.

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

I can't believe I let a guy almost destroy me. But if anyone is wondering, that breakup turned my life in a better direction.

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

His mom told me not to post anything on facebook about us breaking up cause it hurts her too much. HA it's not about you tho

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

Like this was 2 weeks ago...... Why would you say these things to someone?

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

Fuck he messed with my head so bad

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

I am honestly insane right now

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

I mean long distance was never normal I suppose. So I don't see how it will ever work but I can't let go

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

I just want it to go back to normal.

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

He obviously doesn't love me enough. Because he doesn't want to be with me.

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

I am absolutely crazy. He says he loves me and I'm his best friend. He would never call anyone else crying about his problems, but..

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

@MylaWrex but I understand what you're saying

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

@MylaWrex I just can't walk away yet. He's struggling with issues that don't involve me and I can't give up yet

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

He called me hammered last night, crying, saying he loves me and doesn't know what he wants. This is so hard.

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

I hope he realizes that I would have done everything for him

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

Hopefully I'll find someone that I don't have to miss all the time. Even though I was going to move, he would have deployed again.

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

Maybe I'll learn one day why it wasn't meant to be

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

He said he doesn't wanna get married "nothing personal, sorry babe." WHAT??????? Who says something so causal like that

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

I never thought we'd break up

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

I could make it through anything that sucked when I was with him. Anything could happen but I had him at the end of the day.

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

@AmourEstUneDo you would think he would have enough respect to explain it to me, he just told my family he was going to propose 4 weeks go

[LDR Girlfriend @LDR__gf]

And he's just doing completely fine. I'm so broken.