i can’t be soft. i can’t let my guard down. i can’t be vulnerable, because they’ll all learn who i really am. i don’t want them to know how weak and pathetic i truly am. fragility is a curse.
⠀which of my feelings are real .ᐣ which of the me’s is me .ᐣ the wild, impulsive, chaotic, energetic, and crazy one .ᐣ or the shy, withdrawn, desperate, suicidal, doomed and tired one .ᐣ