➙ -— 𝘗𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 ！𝙄𝙣 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙘 ！

-—— Don't 𝐲𝐨𝐮 find it all 𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗰 、 the way things 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝙗𝙚 ？

[➙ -— 𝘗𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 ！𝙄𝙣 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙘 ！ @LOOSE_STUFFINGS]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙬𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙚

What's the 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘵
𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 you 𝘀𝗲𝗲 ？☆

⠀-—・—・—・—・—・—・—-
【 #MVRP ¦ #OCRP ¦ #DERP 】

[𝟎𝟐𝟎𝟒 . @morsfalx]

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[mika. @uglybloodsucker]

ㅤ ㅤ you want to know... what i am?
ㅤ ㅤㅤ that's easy. all you have to do
ㅤ is look at me.
ㅤ ㅤㅤ i'm just an ugly blood-sucker.
ㅤ #ONSrp | #MVrp
ㅤ ㅤㅤ ↺&♡

[Jerry @Jerryriganims]

first batch of art fight attacks for beanzebub and icemaskuwu
https://t.co/FxwdMoFjQN
https://t.co/ZFVqgnV5l2

[➙ -— 𝘗𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 ！𝙄𝙣 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙘 ！ @LOOSE_STUFFINGS]

Just when did the tears start falling?
When did his hands start /trembling/, knees soon pulled up to his chest — how much he was shaking, all while embracing himself.

How much this poor clown hates being afraid. ]

I-——
. . . I don't-— know?

[➙ -— 𝘗𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 ！𝙄𝙣 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙘 ！ @LOOSE_STUFFINGS]

[ How nervous Randy suddenly seemed, an obvious bite to his lips.
Fingers fiddling and fidgeting now as he simply /stared/ right back at her.

Such an obnoxious ringing sounding through his head, making him flinch in return ever. A glance away now.

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[⁀➷ 𝒮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝒜 ˗ˏˋ 𝓢𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒂𝒄𝒍𝒆 ˎˊ˗ @springsmaster]

I know you loved us all that way. As family.
And I know you were loved the same way…

[. . .]

But… did you, maybe…
Love /Terrance/, in a different way, too?

[God, she feels like she’ll faint from the weight of that question alone. And to think — she’s the one /asking/.]

[➙ -— 𝘗𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 ！𝙄𝙣 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙘 ！ @LOOSE_STUFFINGS]

If he knew of both his affection, and his fear?

Perhaps that's why Terrance was always so sweet to him?
A chance to give him something they both knew they couldn't safely have?

How flustered Randy suddenly got, feeling his ruffles by his neck dampen.

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[➙ -— 𝘗𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 ！𝙄𝙣 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙘 ！ @LOOSE_STUFFINGS]

Of course I did!

[ How such a question made him laugh now — or perhaps it's merely a way to bury some of his deeper worries. ]

I loved your mother as well, she'll always be like a sister to me.
Of course, I love you as well, Jane.

It's all part of being a family, is it not?

[⁀➷ 𝒮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝒜 ˗ˏˋ 𝓢𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒂𝒄𝒍𝒆 ˎˊ˗ @springsmaster]

[Looking up at her tall uncle, and wondering what it was like in his head.

That same young girl, about to ask a harder question — one she has no real right to ask.]

Did you…

Love him?

[➙ -— 𝘗𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 ！𝙄𝙣 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙘 ！ @LOOSE_STUFFINGS]

How /old/ he suddenly feels.

Missing his friends and family, all while Jane already has new friends and family.
Is Randy truly so stuck in the past without even realizing? ]

Always, Jane.
You can always ask about him.

[➙ -— 𝘗𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 ！𝙄𝙣 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙘 ！ @LOOSE_STUFFINGS]

[ The way his own gaze lifted in return, now focused in on Jane.

Every time he looks at her in such a way, he's always surprised to see her so grown up, even for just a split second.
How his little spring has grown — and soon, she'll have her own little spring.

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[⁀➷ 𝒮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝒜 ˗ˏˋ 𝓢𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒂𝒄𝒍𝒆 ˎˊ˗ @springsmaster]

[She prays that won’t be the case, when she lifts her gaze back.

Shifting a bit in her seat — thumb brushing over the band of her wedding ring, a habit to soothe herself.]

…Uncle Randy?

Can I—-…
Ask you something about Terrance?

[➙ -— 𝘗𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 ！𝙄𝙣 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙘 ！ @LOOSE_STUFFINGS]

He swallowed, mouth and throat so dry it almost /hurts/. Such an uncomfortable sting — just when did things turn so . . . Scary? ]

B—but I-—
I just want /him/ back, my Spring.
He was my . . . Best friend back then, it's hard being away from him for so long. 😞.

[➙ -— 𝘗𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 ！𝙄𝙣 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙘 ！ @LOOSE_STUFFINGS]

Yes, but-—

[ A huff.
How he hates the way his voice /trembles/ with every word he mutters out. How unstable he feels, like a circus performer balancing on a tightrope over the audience.

One wrong move and he'd tumble down to the floor.
The same can happen with words, right?

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[⁀➷ 𝒮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝒜 ˗ˏˋ 𝓢𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒂𝒄𝒍𝒆 ˎˊ˗ @springsmaster]

[. . .]

B-But… it was also incredibly hard to find /you/.

[And that was pure /luck/.
Jon didn’t even know what he was looking for.

Randy just happened to be a clown, and Jon just so happened to catch him. Finding Terry isn’t… /impossible/, then. Right?]

[➙ -— 𝘗𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 ！𝙄𝙣 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙘 ！ @LOOSE_STUFFINGS]

Old TVs, yes, but not /him/.

He-—He was /special/, you know?
Terry said there were only a thousand made — how am I supposed to ever find him, Jane?

[➙ -— 𝘗𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 ！𝙄𝙣 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙘 ！ @LOOSE_STUFFINGS]

. . . Yes. 😞.

[ No need to even mention his name — the poor guy is already frowning. ]

It's . . . Difficult to find anything regarding your sister. She's truly one of a kind — I miss her dearly.

[ How his poor cotton heart already seems to ache.

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[⁀➷ 𝒮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝒜 ˗ˏˋ 𝓢𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒂𝒄𝒍𝒆 ˎˊ˗ @springsmaster]

[Jane asks in such a gentle way. Fearful, that if she even mentioned Terrance’s name directly, her poor uncle may frown even harder.

She’ll let Randy bring him up. At his own pace.]

[➙ -— 𝘗𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 ！𝙄𝙣 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙘 ！ @LOOSE_STUFFINGS]

Yet, even having to /think/ about the next is close to bringing the poor clown to tears.

How oddly hesitant he seems now, thumb tracing along his own smooth knuckles.
A way to soothe his racing mind, perhaps? ]

I haven't found any /fitting/ Televisors yet.

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[ؘ @gentleweave]

i am soft and i will be loved for it

[ً @artfuIchaos]

the most attractive thing a person can do is genuinely be funny as fuck. like why are you making me giggle.. i want you