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[❤️‍🔥🧯 @LOVINGLEAVER99]

I hope TikTok is teaching me right 😭

[❤️‍🔥🧯 @LOVINGLEAVER99]

He about to be at hospital, holding her hand and asking her if she needs anything like a good baby daddy boyfriend. They talking baby shower so he about to be up there for that weekend 😭 lmao this might be too much for me in the end, idk.

[❤️‍🔥🧯 @LOVINGLEAVER99]

It’s hella ghetto 😭😭😭😭

[❤️‍🔥🧯 @LOVINGLEAVER99]

I’m literally living a tubi movie as we speak

[❤️‍🔥🧯 @LOVINGLEAVER99]

SAME AS FUCK

[maria Ⓟ @blondswft]

(in)felizmente acho tudo que acontece comigo muito engraçado

[❤️‍🔥🧯 @LOVINGLEAVER99]

lol oh well

[U are not serious people @valentinaprlt]

te faltan años de soledad para entenderme

[❤️‍🔥🧯 @LOVINGLEAVER99]

Which brings me to my next dilemma. The nigga. My heart is conflicted with which way I want to go because I know that once his baby is here, everything is going to be different. She’s going to come before me forsure, easy call and it’s to be expected. It’s going to be crazy not seeing him for long periods of time. It’s going to be crazy that when we do spend our time it’s never going to be just our time anymore

[❤️‍🔥🧯 @LOVINGLEAVER99]

Those 2-3 years without someone in my space, in my face or in my ear about some bullshit was so peaceful. I love that I can be by myself. I love that I don’t need a nigga to function or to feel filled. I love that I can be alone and still fill full, still feel whole. I know I want companionship, in life but will I be sick or feel like my life lacks without it? Fuck no.

[❤️‍🔥🧯 @LOVINGLEAVER99]

Finding out my BD did all that behind my back while I was pregnant, while I was in active labor was the craziest thing I’ve ever experienced. My first real betrayal. Fucked me up but it didn’t at the same time

[❤️‍🔥🧯 @LOVINGLEAVER99]

That choice allowed me so many freedoms I can’t even explain it. I can’t imagine what my life would’ve been like trying to force myself to be with someone I don’t want to be with for the sake of a kid seeing a two parent household. Fuck outta here with that Disney shit foreal. As long as she see her parents able to communicate and she has a relationship with both of us, separately than we’re goo. She’s good.

[❤️‍🔥🧯 @LOVINGLEAVER99]

I’m saying

[miss bae @yungskuntebony]

If a man cheats on me while pregnant #every #body #dying I cannot stress this enough I do not take betrayal well at all

[❤️‍🔥🧯 @LOVINGLEAVER99]

I’m so overdue

[PB 💋 @PecanBeauty_]

I’m ready for a date night & gettin my pussy ate in the back of a black truck

[❤️‍🔥🧯 @LOVINGLEAVER99]

I’m not mad or angry or anything like that. I’m really sad. I’ve thought about this every single day since he told me and reality of it all is just wild. I say I’m sad and I am but it’s other feelings I feel and it’s not jealousy, it’s not resentment and it’s not indifference but it’s more than sad.