@AdamSchefter Free-agent three-time All-Pro LB Shaquille Leonard is visiting today with the Dallas Cowboys and, in the words of a source, “should be visiting later this week” with the Philadelphia Eagles.
I feel so blessed and loved recently, I feel like my heart is going to explode.
So thankful for the universe and everything that it is bringing to me.🥹
Did the most beautiful male stripper I’ve ever seen just invite me to festivals and give me his number? Yes, yes he did.
Did my self esteem just jump x10000? Yes, yes it did.
I’ve put in crazy amounts of effort to mature myself mentally, to get to a point of peace, being happy within myself. I refuse to let anything derail that for me.
Once i’m gone, I’m gone and if you don’t grasp that until it’s too late, that’s your loss.
I have made huge leaps in my mental growth in 2023, just to get blackout drunk and backtrack on all the progress IN ONE NIGHT.
I actually hate myself, but you live and you learn I guess.
trauma really does stay in your body & it really does remember the days when that shit happened. on the anniversary of things, it comes back up and you’re experiencing it all over again. but you may not even realize it until you think back “what happened this day x years ago?”
I saw a tweet just now that said “what would your life be like if you never started smoking weed”
And I literally gasped at the thought of how different everything would probably be.
My entire life, I’ve always been the least favorite friend, the one that doesn’t get invited or is just left out. out of every friend group I’ve ever had, that’s how it feels.
It’s disgusting and a horrid feeling.
I’m about to cut everyone off and just start all over.🤷🏻♀️