I say “don’t” he says “okay”
I say “remember when I said don’t?” He says “I forgot”
I take a deep breath and remind him again. & again. & again:
Next couple weeks, he does it again.
I stay quiet. I let resentment build. Why repeat myself when it just keeps going.
Do you know how crazy it is to have leave your home to cry at your work’s parking lot? And then fight against a panic attack since your shift is starting soon?
I’m done chasing, I attract. What is for me is already mines. What isn’t ment for me is already seeing their way out. My trust and faith is in the universe. Everything is working out in my favor. There is a bigger picture that I can’t see, but I trust it.
How about instead saying “Ohp, guess I’m in the dog house again” to actually reflecting on “damn I really be hurting my woman with my actions. Let me understand why this upsets her so I wont hurt her again.”