Short Story:
I wanted to let him cum, but I didn't feel like unlocking him. I gave it an honest try, he was so close, but in the end only managed to drip precum on me. Well, too bad, but it's not my fault he can't cum when I given the chance😈
Long Story:
It's amazing to think how far we've come and I love rubbing it in his face. Way before he told me about chastity we used to be friends with benefits and for a while, we were fucking pretty regularly. Then things fizzled out until he told me about chastity. Since then he has had his dick inside me about three times or so and the best he can hope for is that I don't ruin his orgasm, when I decide it's time for him even to have any kind of releaf. 😈 And well, then there are days like this when I tell him, he may cum all over my tits cum, if he manages, but his dick isn't worth even searching for the key if I still have it somewhere. (Of course, I do, but he seems to strain particularly hard when I hint at losing it for its insignificance) 🤭😈
I get off on how desperate he is. I can almost feel the frustration and it's getting me so wet. I always feel so mean, when I decide to give him a chance to cum, but not unlock the cage. I can see he's straining so hard, his penis is trying so very much, but it's without any use. The steel grip the cage has won't make it grow any bigger. After all this time he should be getting used that the cage is his dick. All the glorious two inches of it 🤭Besides he doesn't need more since it's rarely going inside me anyway and when the rare times comes and I feel the need I could replace it with a dildo, or even better yet silicone replica of his dick, forever. 🤭
As far as I am concerned the chastity is like bracers for his penis. He may not have a 2-inch dick, but I've examined him and decided that he's supposed to. So the cage is not a punishment, but simply a corrective measure to make his dick match better what he should have been born with in the first place. Luckily I am here to fix the mistake. Or make up any kind of bullshit I see fit to justify keeping him locked up forever 😈
Trying the chastity myself and getting a taste of how frustrated I was, I've become aware that I can't do that for long. Now I have even more urge to make him do it, so I can live it through him. I love when he's so horny, that his excitement is blinding any kind of shame he could've had. While his dick is locked, he's more than naked in front of me. He's more intimate than if he was actually fucking me. Because he can't pretend anything. If he wants even a chance at cumming in the cage, he has to open up and let me see the depraved slut he is.
Poor Luke was dripping so hard. He was so so close to making it. But in the end, he wasn't able to cum with his steel dick. After riding the infinite edge the whole time, we were both pretty exhausted, so I decided to take a break and told him, that that was too bad - if he can't cum like this, he probably wasn't really that horny. I could see the horror in his eyes because clearly, he was beyond desperately frustrated. But what else could I do 🤭It's not my fault he didn't cum.
A video from this year Valentine 🤭
Short Story:
It's fun telling him he won't cum in the near future and then edge him right after it, so he can fully appreciate the knowledge 😈
Long Story:
I wanted to publish this video a few days ago, but unfortunately, life got in the way. 😅 Of course, I could've published just the video, but without taking the time to tell you a bit more about it, I think it would be incomplete. This is exactly why I am keeping my journal. I can't count how many times I hoped to know a bit more about the porn I am watching myself. Because the "why" people do something is just as hot, if not hotter to me, as the "what" they are doing. And I think it's especially the case of any fetish content. One easy example I have are pictures of dicks locked in the chastity. The first thing I want to know is how did that happened, how long it's been, who's holding the keys, and so on. Often It's quite sexy on its own and I wish more guys would at least try it once, but it poses so many teasing questions that I want to know more. Even if it's simple ... "I wanted to feel what it feels to give up control, so I locked myself and put the key in a timebox." Is way sexier than just a picture with no context at all. 🥵
Anyway, before I run too far off with the point, as I often do 😅, here is what I've been up to:
Usually, I keep him mostly in the dark about my session plans and when he's going to cum. I drop some hints and teases though, because that's just hot and I love hearing/reading how the anticipation is making him horny. But I purposefully keep it vague for a few reasons. First I do what I promise because trust in bdsm has to go both ways. I know some guys enjoy being treated without a hint of fairness, but that's a whole other fetish of its own. I like to keep it unbalanced, but "fair". I just like the freedom of making any split-second decision. And the last reason is, that I love preparing surprises. It's thrilling that he never knows what the plan is. And I feel it gives me extra power over him because he can't prepare for it mentally. 😈
That being said, I've decided to shake things up a little. I've figured I can still have a lot of what I like, even if I tell him something for a change. The thing is, I can still tell him what's NOT going to happen. There is always the sliver of hope, that I'll make him cum, or at least give him a ruined. So I've found it sexy to tell him, that he's not going to cum for a while. That's something I rarely do. But I was in a mood for teasing. And while he can mentally prepare for it now, he also can't fully escape it, because he knows I am serious. Not knowing what lies ahead can be very teasing, but facing the inevitable is messing with him another way, and I like the change 🤭 Besides I could tell he enjoyed me being a little stern with him and directly telling him, on Valentine no less, not to expect orgasm anytime soon. 😈
With that, I felt it was only reasonable to give him a little handjob to make sure, he was appreciating the gift of knowledge properly 🤭 I slowly took him to the edge and then let him go soft. My plan was to give him just a single slow edge, but seeing the blob of precum after he went soft made me want to play with his dick a bit longer. Not that much longer mind you. That tear leaving his dick told me everything I needed to know. He's going to enjoy it, his dick can't lie to me. 😈
Short Story:
When a girl pulls out a condom, for most guys, it means sex. For him, it means, I don't want to touch it with my bare hands 🤭 Of course, it makes little difference physically, but it fucks with his head. Even if I don't plan on letting him cum, he has to wear protection for the handjob 😈
Long Story:
I got to edit footage from the weekend. Luke and I were going to see a few friends from the school, not exactly a reunion as it was just a handful of people, never mind the fact that it's not that long since I've graduated anyway. Luke offered to pick me up, so I told him to come a few hours early, so we could have some fun before we headed out. It's kinda unimportant where we were heading, but It's a perfect example of a situation where I love being a keyholder. I mean it's fun every time, especially when I have my legs over his shoulders and his head deep between my thighs, but the invisibility of it is a thrill of its own. There are tons of things I can do in private to drive him crazy with lust, but when we are alone there is no secret involved. And that's an aspect that can bring a bit of fun. Having that secrecy is thrilling for both of us. 😈
Nobody knows that he can't get it up. Nobody probably realizes why they never see him standing in the bathroom. And it's hot knowing I am causing all of this. That I have an invisible leash to his dick and very much affects his daily behavior. And it's plain sexy to realize that he can't try anything on anybody. 🥵 Yes, he's committed to me, but it's fun to imagine somebody would hit on him. He's attractive, I am sure, he would have a pretty good chance of seducing somebody. Oh well, too bad, it would take just one hand down his pants to realize he isn't the owner of his own dick. 🤭
Anyway, I can't show what happened during the evening for obvious reasons. But I can show you what I had in mind before we left. It's one thing to be in chastity and another being in chastity while being freshly teased and the poor boy was literally dripping. 🤭 Good luck not stuttering your words when I am done 😈 Like I said, it's an invisible leash. Well, the hornier he is the tighter its grip.
My original idea was to just oil my hands and "jerk" his dick without unlocking. To give him a bit of taste of my touch, to reignite the frustration he's feeling in the cage while locked. But then I figured, the cage was going to feel extra tight if I let him out for a while. But at the same time, I didn't want to give up on the idea that I won't actually be touching his penis directly. Well, here goes the condom. Of course, it's hard to put on without some touches, but that doesn't matter that much. It was more about the deliberate action, to make him think about why I was doing it and to occupy his mind later. 😈
I just love turning things on its head. For most people, condoms are a symbol of fucking and having sex. So it's kinda amusing to use it for not fucking and denying direct touch. I mean that's what they are intended for, to make a barrier and make it feel like you are touching something, even though your dick is still just wrapped in the rubber. Well, this is just a step further to make it a little bit more intentional. In the end, he enjoyed the extra safe handjob teasing, I am pleased to say my hand isn't pregnant🤭, and the added humiliation made it hotter for both of us. 😈
Anyway, that was a fun weekend. And for the curious, the event was sweet. It's always fun to keep him horny and get a chuckle when he stutters to the hot waitress, while I am the only one who knows the real reason.
Short Story:
It's been a while since I had time to post here. So enjoy Luke getting pumped up.
I like to stretch him every once in a while. The pump will give him better erection ... though, at night he might suffer a bit more than usual ���
Long Story:
One topic that periodically resurfaces and I am semi-frequently asked about is the chastity shrinking question. About half the people are frightened by the prospect and the other half is hoping to shrink their dick to oblivion 🤭 By my observation it's mostly a myth, but not completely. Long story short: if you are afraid of irreversibly shrinking your penis, you may relax, or mourn, depending on your fetishes, but it's probably not going to happen. But you may still "enjoy" some of the effects if you are staying caged for long enough and frequently enough 🤭
Now, what I am about to say is specific to our circumstances. So it might be different in your case. Luke is frequently unlocked for teasing and playing sessions and has no health conditions or an ill-fitted cage. Now with that out of the way, I'll repeat what I said a few times, but perhaps extend the context a little bit and explain my goals for this session 😈
Locking his penis up forever is a unique kind of fun, that I can't imagine living without anymore. But it's hard to have certainty about chastity and its long-term effects. After all, sadly, males are born without chastity cages, so it's difficult to assume anything. Luckily, countless people worldwide have been wearing the cages for decades now, so while all anecdotical, the evidence is piling up. And our own is aligned with the rest.
Penis is more of a sponge than a muscle. When I keep Luke locked for prolonged periods, sometimes, but not always, his erection might get a little weaker. Other times it might get rock hard. But there is an element of unpredictability. Last time, I was teasing him out of his mind. When I locked him back up, he was dripping precum through the bars of his cage. But I know from experience, that he can be harder than he was, at least in a few moments. even with the help of the chastity ring. And that's where I think the "myth" is coming from. When you get only 70% or 80% max erection, your penis is naturally smaller. And if you lock it back up without giving it some stretch, you may be able to "stack" this effect to infinity. So I think some people genuinely have their dick shrunk by chastity. It's temporary, very probably. But well, depends on the definition. It's not permanent, but it can be perpetual. And for some, that can be all the same.
Also, regardless if you love or dread the idea of shrinking, there is one benefit for everyone. A weaker erection in long-term chastity means better sleeping. Luke is complaining a lot less after a while. Because his penis learns to give up at night. At least that's how I like to explain it 😈. Well, mostly. I got quite a few complaints in the night with some raunchy descriptions of his dreams. 🤭
Well, since the effect seems to be caused by a temporary loss of elasticity of what's professionally called a dick-sponge tissue, I figured a while ago, that a penis pump is a great way to reverse any "shrinking". Or better yet improve erection, because I think it's the same thing. And while I administer some pump sessions partly for this reason, that doesn't mean I don't have fun doing it 🤭 There is something devious about making him harder than he ever was, but being unable to touch it. As soon as I release the valve, his dick is back to its regular size, just nicely perfused and very sensitive 😈
Yeah, there is a downside to it too. His nocturnal erection will be hell for a couple of days until his dick figure out how to un-learn it again. Aww, too bad. Such a vicious cycle 🤭
Short Story:
There is a method to keep him flaccid. Imagine being unlocked for this. Finally out of the cage, but still can't even get a hint of erection 😈 Well, enjoy your "handjob". Well, if you want to call jiggling your soft noodle a handjob 🤭
Long Story:
Sometimes I love to play around, open up his brain, and mess things up. 😄
I guess he could have seen it coming, as last time, he was enjoying my lap, getting a very satisfying handjob and even had a full orgasm, that gave him a soft restart. 🤭 Regardless of how strong the orgasm was, I already know from experience with him, that after long denial one orgasm just isn't going to bring the horniness down for a long time. When he's peak horny it's going to take the edge for the day, two at best, which is exactly what I love. I like it when I feel I have him completely wrapped around my finger, that he's holding on to my every word, waiting patiently for anything sexual I am willing to throw him. I really like the feeling that I own him and that I can do whatever I like to him and his dick. Let it be sitting on his face whenever I feel like it, keeping him denied for weeks, keeping him almost pussyfree, giving him mindblowing orgasms or reminding him how tragic his dick is and why keeping it caged is the best use for it 😈
It's understandable, but also sort of funny how every guy is so fixated on his dick. Obviously, the evolutionary reasons are going back to the beginning of life. But the side effect of it is that it gives me incredible control tools. When he's locked he understands that he can't do anything, because he doesn't have access to it. I do. But sometimes it's even more sinister to unlock him, place him on the towel roll, to keep him from getting hard. I think the mental connection there is a lot weaker than when he's wearing the cage. He can feel how horny and aroused he is, he can feel every touch, but he still can't get it up, even though there isn't anything visibly preventing him. And there are two options left for him to explain it. He's either a failure and can't show his sexual desire, or he can subconsciously understand that I do it, but that means a hot girl is actively shutting him down and is mocking his dick, rather than having sex. Either way, it's very humiliating and I can see that it always gets to him. 🥵
Just imagine being unlocked for this. You are horny, you long for a touch, you want to be out and finally stretch a bit, to show erection, even if you don't cum, just to feel like a man. But then the time comes and you just can't get it up. You watch me jiggling it around, twisting it, and finding all sorts of ways to ridicule it, all while you feel every touch. And it all even feels nice, finally, you feel more than the constraints of the cage, you love my warm hands and the toys I am using, even those few slaps, at least you feel something. It's just rather humiliating you can't get even semi-hard, but if you look past your ego, you kinda like it. Imagine how pathetic you would feel if I kept going and make you cum like this. Just dribbling out of your flaccid worm, while I wasn't even trying to make you cum. How would you try to ever seduce a girl again, trying to convince her you are a man when you would have this memory of me holding your dick, twisting it around, and laughing at you. That's right, you wouldn't. 🤭 See, and that's why I think it's better to just be owned by me because that's the best you can hope for. 😈
Now back to the cage, you can have all the erection you can get in there. Nothing is blocking you anymore 😈
Short Story:
Just having fun with my maid 🤭
Long Story:
While I made Luke wear the flat cage for multiple days in a row, I think doing so is mostly impractical. However, I still love to play with it. Especially when I am in the mood of making his dick disappear completely. His "big" cage is still at least a nub. Barely bigger than his balls, but it's something, it's a tiny dick, or at least a stump. But with the flat it's just balls, to remind him where his horniness came from and nothing else, no "release valve", nothing to play with. I am sure I am not the only one wishing magic was real, so I could make it disappear and reappear at my wish, but this is as close as I can get. 🤭
Anyway, I didn't have many girly sleepovers in my life, so I am not sure what's supposed to happen in there. But according to guys I've been talking to it didn't sounds bad 😈 Lot of lesbo sex, nudity, and perversion. Well, I don't have any lesbian friends, at least not I know of. But then I remember, I can make my pet's dick disappear for a while and that's good enough. If I put Luke into a cute maid costume and some lingerie, he can be my sexy girlfriend for the night 🤭
I admit, that could've been just the tiniest bit of excuse on my part why I needed him to be in the maid costume, but I found the idea of having a kinky sleepover with him just pure silly fun. Besides, I think he looks great in it, especially when he's smooth like this and his mouth is wrapped about the silicone cast of his dick 😈 (while the original is flattened in the cage)
He still can't get the dick down his throat, but I have to admit, he's getting better at it. He used to gag on the first few inches, but now he's getting a bit deeper. Maybe the maid costume made him channel his inner slut? 🤭 In either case, it's fucking hot to watch, especially since I could see him getting aroused by it as well. I wonder if it was the familiarity or the realisticness that triggered his failed erection attempt 😈
I just love messing with him. While the silicone dick was nicely erect, unlike him, they can both cum about the same 🤭 Which is zero. Better luck next time. Besides, he's well-behaved and wouldn't want to spoil a nice sleepover with something so messy, like having cummies, right? 😈
Oh, and if you noticed that my bed kinda shrunk, it's because I've decided to make space for some other fun stuff I want in my sex/bedroom. I am not saying anything, but I am looking forward to it soon😊
Short Story:
Just hump the air, while I ride your face and be glad I let you out at all 🤭
Long Story:
You know what's hot? Getting my pussy eaten out while watching him fuck the air in front of him 🤭
Before I started playing with chastity I always thought about male horniness as something I need to act upon. Something that's demanding of my attention. Like "look how horny I am, what do you want to do with it". Sometimes it almost felt like an obligation. Well, I am very much enjoying how I can turn it upside down. Just amuse me, with how frustratingly horny you are. Show me how you strain in the cage and show me your rock hard erection, your stiff swollen dick when I let your out 😈... cute... I can let you thrust into nothing for a while, if you want to, but don't let it distract you from eating my pussy, all your future orgasms are depending on it.🤭
I have to admit though, sometimes I wonder about the intensity of it. I don't think I've ever been one-fifth as horny as Luke is regularly. I can go for a few days. I think maybe I didn't cum for a week or something like that, once or twice in my life. But after that, I really want to cum, so I just do. Now often with the help of his tongue 🤭 Anyway, it's not like I am envious of him, but after all the edging I gave him, sometimes I am curious where is the line after which waiting and edging isn't worth it. I know I am taking him there regularly. But I wonder how much teasing is necessary before crossing the payoff ratio 🤭
Well, luckily I am quite happy to live it through him. Making him desperately horny and being the one causing all those emotions and torment can be quite intense at times and get to enjoy my own conflicting emotions. Interestingly I find it quite erotic. I am well aware of what I am causing and sometimes I feel guilty about enjoying it. So, I just have to "power through it". What helps is knowing he's loving it. But that conflict can be quite arousing, as it gives me a taste of doing something forbidden. 🥵 Something my moral compass is steering me away, but I decide to ignore it, for the sheer pleasure I (we) get out of it. And there is something hot about silencing that alarm.
Watching him squirm under me, seeing how swollen his balls and dick are, yet he still does his best about giving me pleasure he can't have, makes cumming on his face an experience I love to live over and over again. 😈
I can only imagine how it feels for him. He sucks on my clit and feels how I am getting close. Right before orgasm, we are probably both equally excited. But I am the only one who gets over the finish line. All he gets is feeling my orgasm on his tongue as the waves of relief are going through my whole body. I don't know how he can manage it, but I am glad he does 🤭
Something nice for Friday? 😘
Short Story:
Testing the tantric chair and teasing us both. Though, I am not locked up, so it's easier for me to enjoy being horny for a while since I can command him to end it whenever I feel like ���
Long Story:
One thing that I love and is sometimes hard to capture on camera is any kind of outercourse. I know he would prefer the "inter"course but he knows very well, that that's not happening too often. I used to be a bit ashamed that I didn't like it that much, but my journey to femdom helped me to learn to like myself the way I am with all the different quirks. And not being too big on penetration is certainly one of them. So, rather than feeling apologetic about it, I've embraced it and used it as another tool. I know it's something he would love very much, so it gives me a special kind of power. He's drooling over something I don't really care for all that often. 🤭 It's funny because for me it's the ultimate answer a lot of people have about chastity. "If you lock his dick, what about you?". Some couples are giving cuckolding / hotwifing a shot and that's certainly one answer for that, but my preferred one is just using any other part of his body. 😈 Or at least use it any other way.
It's not like his dick doesn't have a purpose. I love that thing. However, I guess I am seeking different qualities than size and shape. I am more interested in his stamina and horniness and sensitivity. 🤭I don't care if it's one inch or eight. After all, I will mostly just use his tongue. And yes I admit, very rarely, but I do crave even regular sex. But if I had to go completely without it, it wouldn't much that much difference to me. Anyway, my point is, I love putting myself into situations where I have all the leverage on him 😈 I can deny him my pussy all I want because I know he's desperate to feel it and I can tease him very closely with it. And the only temptation I have is thinking how much it would blow his mind if I suddenly just push it in. I guess I'll just do it one day, I just hope he won't blow right in as well🤭
I had an idea for a position where I would be able to grind his dick against my pussy for a while. I usually just sit on him, because it's been difficult to make it how I imagined. The tantric chair is working exactly as I hoped it would. 🥰 It's big enough that we both fit and the curvature is naturally pushing us together. It was quite hot. 🥵I loved feeling his dick on my pussy, and letting him play with me. It was thrilling giving him easy access like that. Letting him play with me. I enjoy the contrasting experience of being quite easy to reach, letting him play with my clit and slide his dick on my smooth shaved pussy, while simultaneously keeping him denied anything more. 🤭
When I was slowly jerking his oiled dick while he was playing with my swollen clit, it felt unsurprisingly intimate. 🥵 But I was amazed at how much I enjoyed the slow teasing of it. It felt quite mutual. More often than not I am just setting a situation where I do all the things, mostly for whim to suffer through. ... Or pleasure through. If that's a thing. 😅 Sometimes the border is a bit blurry. Anyway, I wanted to let him feel close to me, to remind him what's he missing, and be very direct about it by giving him a bit of a wet dick, without feeling my inside. But in the end, I feel the teasing was going a bit both ways. I admit, that I enjoyed the tension. Didn't even tell him to make me cum later, I wanted to hold on to that feeling and stay horny for a while longer. Though I guess it feels different for me when it's a few days and I do it by choice. I wonder if I went for a while how it would affect my keyholding. Would I become more empathetic towards his frustration, or would I just be more horny to see him suffer? 😈 Maybe one day I'll give it a deliberate scientific attempt.
Short Story:
I told him he can either cum like a slut, or not at all. I guess he didn't need it so much after all 😈
Long Story:
I was contemplating how much I should edit down the video because it was getting long and somewhat repetitive. I usually like to trim it a bit more, so different session highlights are not easy to miss. But some things don't work that great in montage. I always try to capture the essence of my sessions, so I feel like I am inviting you to experience at least part of it with us. And this just wouldn't work if I cut it any shorter. So skip through in case you would be getting bored, I can guarantee that he wasn't getting bored. Though he was getting extremely frustrated by the end of it. But the relentless buzzing on his prostate, over and over and over, him close and closer and then losing it again, that just needs time. Which is kinda aligned with this whole "hobby". There is no rush 🤭
The last time I was sitting on his face I came pretty good, so I've decided to return the favor. Or at least give him a chance. Like I said last time, I just love to mess with him and see what happens if I take one or two things out of the equation. So I pulled Lovense and his lingerie from the drawer and told Luke that he's allowed to cum ... if he can do it like a proper slut, just by prostate massager up his ass 😈
I would love to include more anal plays in our sessions and buttplugs and prostate massagers are less overwhelming than some bigger toys, so I am quite a fan of them. I honestly wanted to make him cum, but I really wanted to shift his focus a little bit away from his penis. So, I just decided to keep him locked. Also, now it wasn't up to me if he cum or not 🤭I mean, gave him permission. He just needs to figure out, how to make his body works. Or maybe he wasn't so horny after all?
To give him a better chance I gently stroked his caged clit. Unfortunately, there wasn't much he could feel through the bars, apart from a little tickling. Well, sometimes it's all he needs. But this time it just wasn't enough 😈 I could see, he was just a hair away the whole time. I was expecting him to blast my hand at any time ... but he didn't.
Now his brain is melted like ice cream on a hot day. But on the brighter side, I had the opportunity and show my character. No, I don't mean mercy 😄 I mean keeping my word. He couldn't cum like my dolled up anal slut, so he didn't cum at all. Keeping a word is also important, right? 😇
Seriously though, I don't think I've seen him this desperate, but it ain't my fault he couldn't cum. The prostate massager is certainly doing something. This isn't the first time he failed with a toy up his butt. Which, and this might come as a shocker I know, I am quite ok with 🤭 I mean, I would love to see him cum just from vibrating his ass, but it doesn't happen at least I know why the toy is called Edge 😄
Short Story:
It important to reward my pet, when he's been good boy. I love how cute and defenseless he is on my lap. And how his soul leaves his body for a while and I finally let him cum 🤭
Long Story:
Every rollercoaster needs to have ups and downs, to keep being entertaining. After his last "fail" to orgasm with the prostate massager I got a lot of messages about what should happen next, and how I should up the intensity to tease him even harder. And all of that might happen eventually, but I've decided the time is right to give him a nice satisfying release. It's hard to tell where exactly the line is, but it's my responsibility as his keyholder to draw it somewhere. It's easy to get carried away and always push for the next milestone while forgetting the most important part. It should be fun and bring pleasure. Even though kinky people have all different takes on what that is supposed to be 🤭
It might not always look like that, but I love bringing him pleasure. It took me a while to accept that I can be mean and selfish, and he will love it. But I think the caring and gentle approach is not only necessary for contrast but more importantly, it's also the real me. It's just not the whole me, but that's exactly what I love about this lifestyle. I can open up to all sides of myself.
I had him over today, so I told him to take a shower and locked him into the flat cage. I just wanted to set the mood to spook him a little, because I think a nice surprise feels even better after that. He's been a good boy, so I've decided I want him on my lap. I often call him my pet, so that's also fitting, though I have to admit he's a little big 😄 I loved this position, he's just so defenseless and trusting lying on his back. It makes me feel almost protective 🤭
I didn't want to play any extra tricks this time, I just wanted to give him a good time. And no I don't count edging, that's necessary 😄 I think when you are waiting for orgasm for some time you don't want to rush it. Building the tension and getting to the orgasm slowly makes the finish just more intense.
His dick was so happy to be let out. He didn't know from the start he would be getting a full orgasm, but I told him after a few edges when it was becoming a little more difficult to guess how close he was. I didn't want him to stop me, which I knew he would. I just wanted him to enjoy the ride to the finish.
I could feel he was rock hard. His dick was constantly springing and asking for attention the second I wasn't playing with him 😄 He had to be so damn horny. Haha, well, could it be becasue I did my best to keep him that way? 🤔 Anyway, when he reached the orgasm I think his soul left him for a moment. He came like a firehose 🤭I absolutely loved that. So much cum everywhere. Some of it was on my leg, some flew somewhere on the floor, most of it just shot over his stomach and balls 🤭 I felt like I could feel the relief with him.
I know one orgasm isn't going to last very long, but I hope the intensity of this one made it worth the wait 😈
Short Story:
Giving him a chance to show me how excited he is to be let out of the cage for a while and eat my pussy 😈
interruption
Long Story:
I love the constant cycle of never giving him everything at once. One day, he gets pussy on his dick, but remains caged, other time all he can get is being hard, another time he gets edged but can't cum, or he gets to cum but it's a ruined orgasm, or he gets an orgasm but I keep him flaccid for the experience. 😈 I think it's because I want to feel the passion. I want him to desire things and he never wants anything more than what he can't have. As many of you know, most of the time I am not particularly interested in regular sex, but that doesn't mean I don't want him to crave it badly. I guess it has to do with me. And I am glad I can just say it out loud. I enjoy the attention, being always on his mind, and being always desired. And the more I deny him, the more he loves me for it. 🤭
Sometimes I want to see on his face that he would do anything for me while keeping his dick locked. And sometimes I want to see dick telling the same story as I sit on his face 🤭 And today was the day. He didn't have much luck enjoying his erection lately, so I thought it would be rewarding to give him a little stretch. And knowing how his erections might get a little unpredictable after being caged for longer periods without interruption I've decided to keep the cage ring on. I love how it makes him not completely free of chastity, as he still have the familiar grip around his dick. And it double down as cockring.
As soon as I removed the cage his dick was begging for attention. 😈 Haha, seems like I didn't need to worry about him not getting hard. I guess my ass and pussy in the face might've helped a bit as well. Well, it was too late to remove the ring anyway, so I kept it on. At least I've enjoyed view on one really rock-hard dick. Eventually, it got more normal, but I liked how happy he was to be let out of the cage. I don't want him to get used to being caged too much. The struggle is half the fun for me 🤭So when I see him hard like that I am reminded how he must feel the whole time, except nobody can see it. That's so hot to me. The invisible nature of chastity is probably one of its most devious features. I am so glad to get physical proof of his frustration, so I can better imagine what's going on in his head. 😇
My original plan was to tease and edge him, while he will lick my pussy. To give him a nice sensation on his tongue and on his dick at the same time. It sort of worked ... at least for a while, but it felt too good, so I kinda forgot to pay him too much attention. 😅 I can't imagine ever having to worry about that. It feels so good to just focus on myself. Knowing he's loving it and he's happy to let his dick go neglected so I can cum, is actually what's making it possible for me at all. Not having to worry if I am doing this or that right. I could just look at his dick and be sure he's excited to surrender all of his orgasms to me, so I can enjoy having a better one. 🥵 And I sure did. I came on his face like I was the one going through locktober, which is pure fantasy as I wouldn't last a week honestly. And of course, it wouldn't be Luke if he didn't at least give me a few extra clit-licks as revenge for all those post-orgasm plays, which earned him a dick-slap. But I enjoy knowing he's in a playful mood after the session because sometimes chastity can get really quite frustrating, especially when you are giving somebody an orgasm you can't have. 😈
Short Story:
Just casually teasing Luke out of his mind, because I don't need to pretend I want to do anything else 😈
Long Story:
Recently I made Luke take a video from his perspective and it seems like many of you like it. I have to say, it's a fresh view for me as well, so I've decided to give it another go. However, our current setup has a few issues, the microphone is attached to the camera with a basic mount, so it's picking up quite a bit of noise and vibrations through the chassis. I think I'll need to figure out some dampening, or perhaps place the microphone elsewhere because that's the one thing I don't like about it. Otherwise, I quite enjoy watching the scene through his eyes. It won't work for every session, but today's was really nice and I think you'll appreciate feeling a little closer to me 😈 Luke certainly did.
One thing I really love about being into femdom is, how I can just drop any expected roles and be ... well, just me. Everyone has a character, or multiple of them, to play. Nothing wrong with that, that's just how it all works. But occasionally, it is so liberating to drop all of it, open the floodgate, and look at everything hiding beneath the surface.
How does it relate? Well, it's not every girl, but I know a lot of us are quite aware when a guy's having a crush on us. Let it be the stares, or the sneaky small talk, or "unexpected" interest when you wear something more revealing than usual. And that's when the flirt dance usually begins. I know exactly what you want, but I pretend like I have no clue. Well, it's not like that at all anymore. 😈 I know very well what Luke wants and I very happy to tell him that he's not getting it. Yes, he's submissive and he's very aroused by the denial, but of course, he would love to get a little bit of pussy on his dick as well. Too bad, because I feel like just teasing the soul of this fool, and for extra spice, I enjoy telling him all about his fate 🤭
Since the camera is Luke's point of view, let's make the rest of it as well.
Imagine you are laying on a bed and I am sitting on top of you. Over the three years, you had been inside me three times (I think, you care a lot more than I do), but one of them was just a single thrust. 🤭 You are stripped down to your cage as I told you before. I climb on top of you and start to grind your caged dick with my pussy. I know you would do anything to fuck me. Which is hilarious, because all I want from you is obedience, trust, and near-complete denial. I love you horny and wanting. I want you to crave me so bad!
Would you like this? Am I making you horny? Of course, I am. I can see how desperate you are looking. I know you would love to get unlocked and stick your dick inside me. Imagine the warmth, the slick wetness. Imagine how I would be gripping you with my pussy, as I am getting more and more aroused myself. Hmm, too bad I am not going to give you any of this 😈 You are my chaste pussy-free pet. You don't deserve this. Since I told you we're exclusive, this is the only dick I can fuck anytime I want and I still don't. How do you like that, that I prefer my toys over your dick 🤭
Aww, is rejection making you strain in your cage? Well, that's kinda cute and pathetic. You know I love it. Well, how about I give you a little taste after all? No, I am not unlocking you silly. But I can push the cage a little bit inside me. I know you won't feel much, but some juice will get through the chastity holes on your skin, so I think you should count it as sex because I am not sure you'll get closer anytime soon. 😇