Cutting a connection as a self respect is one the best kinds of healing noh? It’s completely fine if you are distancing yourself from people that are making you feel uncomfortable, it’s not intended to make them feel awkward, but just to protect yourself from any trouble.
At this age?? Focus on your career and goals. Save money and travel. We can no longer afford to waste time again. Focus on things that matter in the long run. You will never be this young again. Be successful alone first, then find someone who adds value.