إن الله معنا.
بعد ٨ سنين عناء: سنتين بالأردنية، سنتين شغل و saving up للجامعة، و ٤ من الstarting over,
I made it.
أتممت بنجاح متطلبات تخصص علوم طبية وa minor in Chemistry منRyerson University. الحمدلله
كنت "مقبول" بالأردنية، بس رح أتخرّج من Ryerson بامتياز.
و ما كان ربك نسيا.
اتاثرت بصراحة لما عرفت ان أخو زيكو كان أحرف منه وكان نفسه يبقى لاعيب كورة بس شال المسئولية لما والدهم اتوفى عشان يدي الفرصة لاخوه الصغير انه يحقق حلمه ويبقى لاعيب كورة ..
ضحى هو بحرفنته ولعبه عشان خاطر زيكو!
والمفاجأة الاكبر هو ان زيكو نفسه مسموش زيكو (ده اسم اخوه) بس خد الاسم عشان يرد الجميل لاخوه لما يكبر ويشتهر…
الناس ديه جميلة اوي
ADHD is not being able to do your own laundry for 2 weeks but helping a friend move an entire apartment in one day because external accountability activates your brain in ways personal responsibility does not.
Good people have high levels of empathy, but once that empathy is exhausted, they switch to a state of objective observation. They see you for exactly who you are, without the filter of their love. This is why their anger feels so cold, it is the absence of the warmth you took for granted
Doing this next to Priyanka Chopra an Indian nationalist that supports a government cracking down on Muslims and minorities, is poetic by Javier Bardem. A legend.
قرأت عن حالة تسمى " الإنهيار بعد الأزمة " وهي تطلق على حالتك النفسية بعد أن تتجاوز أزماتك، خلال الأزمة يحميك جهازك العصبي من الإنهيار حتى تحافظ على ثباتك، وعندما تتجاوز أزمتك تنهار أولا ثم تجد نفسك أمام مرحلة جديدة تعيد فيها حساباتك..
The 3 hour disappear
Once a week, completely vanish for 3 hours. No phone. No wifi. No people. Go sit somewhere alone. Walk. Think. Exist without performing for anyone. Most people have never spent 3 hours truly alone. This is where you start to hear yourself again.
Nobody talks about the stage of grief where you can't even talk about it to anyone anymore because everyone expects you to be getting over it but it still runs through your mind everyday.
Always go to the funeral. Always go to the hospital. You don't need to know what to say.
In times of profound crisis, people don't remember your words, they only remember whether you showed up for them at their lowest moment.