FOOD, WATER, MEDS, & RENT URGENT! Disabled. Chronically ill. Digital artist. Web dev. Game dev. 50 ppl $10 each may not cover it all but it's a good start.
Pls RS/QS. Pls do what you can. #HelpFolksLive2024
And they’ll apologize and then continue to do the same shit
Maybe not. Maybe I’ll get lucky. But the numbers are comically bad here and I’m fucking trapped
I was doing ok till the reality of this weekend settled in and the anxiety is just manifesting as so much tension between my shoulder blades I feel like I can’t move lmao
There is no fucking way I’m getting through this wjthout getting sick again
People just carelessly stealing months of my own fucking stream of consciousness because a colds no big deal
Whoever I’m hurting my neck typing and complaining I’m gonna move around a bit and prep my room to hole up in
- one of the guests coming tomorrow already has a sore throat but it’s nothing really
Stepdads sneezing nonstop it’s nothing really
They’re going to this festival it’s nothing really
Man I’m gonna do my best but I think I’m fucksd
But. I’ve clawed it back before. Had to rewire this fried-to-shit wad of electrified meat and frayed neurons in my skull more than once I know the goddamn drill but I hate how ever present the threat of having to do it again is now
God damnit I finallt have writing brain back but my body doesn’t wanna do the thing and my eyes keep getting double vision again. I swear to fucking god I am going to figure out a workspace I can physically use even if it is nonsensical
cleaners, janitors, sanitation workers, people that maintain cleanliness and safety of spaces are valuable to the wellbeing of society. rightfully they should be held in high regard
@spikescowboy Jenga towers of pans still full of hot grease. FuckinNOTHING compared to what the line cooks dealt with. They tried to promote me to that and LOL NO
@spikescowboy Godddd NOTHING is just fkn simple and normal back there
Couldn’t even get coworkers to stop throwing knives into the murky dishwater I had to reach into
@spikescowboy communication to keywords, i know sometimes I’m just misreading shit cause hypervigilant but its a depressingly useful red flag to keep an eye on lately because—
Keep finding horror behind that curtain
@spikescowboy At this point I start getting that warning prickle on the back of my neck when someone I don’t know enough to get a read on is using all of the right language. Especially if I can’t find their own voice in it if that makes sense?
@ThePOTSPostman Writing for long periods of time, and treating it like drawing so I could format the page.
Drawing.
Playing video games
Being able to sleep without subluxing stuff