I ain't even mad at you anymore. I just look at everything different now. I gave you chances, ignored shit that would've made anyone walk away, and still chose you every time. you got comfortable knowing I'd always come back, so you stopped appreciating me. that where you fucked up. I still got love for you, but it ain't the same, if you ever miss me, remember you had me when I was still willing to stay, and you wasted that version of me
this year taught me to stop giving everybody the benefit of the doubt. sometimes it really IS exactly what it looks like, believe what people show you the first time.
Nobody apologizes anymore, They just disappear and call it moving on. Accountability died somewhere between pride and ego. People would rather lose someone than admit they were wrong.
We've normalized walking away instead of working through it. Communication became optional, ghosting became the standard response to discomfort. Even closure isn't guaranteed anymore, people just leave you with questions and call it self care. Growth without honesty isn't growth, it's just avoidance wearing a better outfit.
Some of yall need to realize that yall are USERS. Yall don’t know how to be good friends, good partners, or good family members because you’re always looking for what you can get out of people. Yall take advantage of people’s kindness, love, resources, support, connections, etc.. instead of genuinely showing up for them!