unfortunately, i don't like nonchalant men. Be dominant, check on me. Be affectionate. Tell me im gorgeous. Plan dates. Buy me flowers. Be absolutely obsessed with me.
the last thing i ever want to lose is the way i love, the way i care too deeply, the way i still choose kindness even when it isn’t returned. i hope that part of me stays, despite everything, despite everyone, despite all the reasons not to.