If the fact I finally got clarity on 2/2/22 isn’t some sort of a sign then I don’t really know what is. Universe is screaming at me to wake the fuck up 😂🙃
I have never felt as low as I have the past few weeks. It got progressively worse and this past week the depression has hit me so hard. Today I broke. I reached out for the first time and got thrown to the curb. I‘ve hit rock bottom and just want to stop feeling.
My old house is now on the market.
I’m settled into my new house.
Funny how quickly things change.
A couple months ago I couldn’t see a way out of the mess I was in. Now I’m free.
Getting used to the noises in a new house.
Every single noise scares the shit out of me.
I also live in the middle of nowhere with no one else living close by yet.
Secluded and terrified 😂