Streaming is now Randomized and While I would like to keep a schedule, I have a full time job, a beautiful baby girl, & a Book to keep up with as well. I love you Little Shadows. Let's keep moving forward and growing and thank you all for your support~
I know I don't use this feature much but if it helps, I am still here. I am sorry I have been out of touch for awhile. I have the second baby coming in November, we are toying with the idea of me working from home and life is still settling. I'm hoping to get on a normal schedule in 2027. I want to do art videos, poetry, stories and singing. Maybe some more drama videos and reacts but those will come second. Not sure about gaming content yet but maybe. Anyway, I appreciate you guys being patient. For all of you here, and all of you to possibly come, thank you.
Have a blessed day.
Welp, that's it I guess. 6 years, gone. Never seeing my YouTube channel again.
No strike. No warning. No nothing.
I haven't had a single issue on the channel since April of 2020 where I reviewed a Nutaku game. And 6 years later, they just wipe it. I don't even get a link or specific reason showing what offended YouTube so badly? I don't even get a real appeal by a human? Instead I get a nice "get fucked" email?
I'm just... I. Listen, I was a Lewdtuber before it had a name. And despite my passions, I tried to play it safe, to not "overly offend." And make a little box for myself that felt acceptable enough for mainstream. But it doesn't matter.
It doesn't matter if you censor things. Or use incredibly stupid/damaging code words to infantalize ourselves, and cosplay as effective communicators. It doesn't matter.
What matters is, if you're an Adult Content Creator (or any variation of Sex Worker), you're always wrong. They don't need proof to justify erasing us.
It's a bigoted & cruel mentality. And I wish they felt shame.
Thanks everyone for your kind-hearted message, it warms my sick heart so much !
I got the results, I have a bad case of Covid, I won't die, just have a few very shitty days of absolute pain.
I'll be back soon, no death for me yet. 💜