Wajar gasi tkt bnget dimintain duit buat berobat sodr sendiri. Kaya gue beneran kasihan. Tapi takut bngt hal ky gini biasanya gk diganti kn ?
Sedangkan gue juga ngumpulin tabungan dari hasil kerja π susah payah nahan stres nahan sakit hati ngirit ngumpulin dikit demi dikit
Yg messed up dapur elu, yg ikut pusing saudara elu.
Sumpah gue ga habis pikir, mencoba idup bener taat bayar hutang, menabung untuk kedepan. Tapi lu anggap gue safety net.
Hei anak manusia, tenggang rasa emang ada ya. Tapi spaneng gue lama lama.
Mungkin gue bisa bantuin lu, tapi jangan jadikan itu kewajiban gue.
Gue ikhlas ngasih tapi gue bukan donatur tetap, uang gue hak gue.
Kehidupan lu tanggungan lu.
Bukan gue yg minta, tapi lu yg udah punya keluarga.
Now that my common sense was there, i wonder if she actually didn't realize about what she's saying because she's getting old.
What if deep down she's tired to stand up for life of two?
What if she also needs her parents figure?
Capek tau kerja tuh, mana gue mah gabisa curhat se curhat curhatnya sama orang,
Udah banyak mendem, nahan buat berkata kasar juga. Tapi kok kaya dipikirannya penghasilan gye sebulan bisa berangkatin umroh kali ya.
Saya nabung hey kalian. Gue juga mudah mudahan bisa sampe tua
Gue kira khong guan semahal itu yg ukuran 1.6 kg pas dia bilang uang yg gue kasih kurang.
Pas gue cek di indomaret 104.500an gue kecewa. Kok bisa dia bilang kurang ?
Kan gue kasih buat beli kong ghuan. Emang mau beli sepabrik pabrik nya ?
Mau nurutin intrusive thoughts tf semua duit yg ada sama dia tapi itu duit gue. Hak gue.
Kecewa aja, dulu gue kasih selalu bilang makasih. Sekarang ko bilangnya kurang ?
I know she ever told me that she can't go on a school trip because the money was allocated to my college tuition, but why? I didn't know about that. Should I pay for it? Like why ?
Gue ga mau lupain kalimat yg keluar dari mulut emak gue
"Nanti kalo nikahan teteh gak kaya adek jangan sedih ya"
Maksudnya gimana ?
I don't deserve to hold a party like she did?
You don't want to put any money at my future wed ?
I don't deserve even little things?